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[PRIVATE] !! Iodine
Ascended Helovian

Midas the Gallant Posts: 1,164
Deceased
Stallion :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: Immortal :: Soul is 7 (FF) Buff: HUNTER
Fina :: Common Zephyr :: Phoenix & Wakiya & Neve :: Common Zephyr :: Arctic Angel
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Trust. I feel unworthy of her or anyone else who claims to trust my judgment, my intentions. Nar, they believed me better than the evil surrounding our home...but the truth was I'm a poor example to follow. A failed parent and mate. What man had the right to be called Ascended when he'd given away the most precious of prizes. (Though the result had never been my intention.)

Regardless of my back sliding, personal pondering, Rasta is able to find compassion for me. Continuing to call me a brother. Family. A word that meant a great deal to me...Yar, I smiled, the fragile expression is hard won. "I hope to be continually worthy of this family." My face darkens and eyes filter through the grimy pain she'd never see, "Since I've failed others..." A quiet omission, grief for Seele, for Cera and the grandcolt that was growing old on the far side of this world.

I'd thought to visit my children... many times even struck out with every intention to see them. Nar. Something always stopped me from trailing close to that realm of sand and sun. Perhaps it was my guilt, or the disappointed glares from my son and uneasy glances from a daughter. I hardly knew what to say to their reserved manner...The prodigy I'd seen into adulthood had become cool and distant.

It hurt to think of him...those unyielding gems which used to be full of light, love, a desire to learn. A shadow had consumed them, one that I'd lost the battle too the moment we'd laid eyes on each other. Even now, I loved him and forever would.



MIDAS & FINA
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Messages In This Thread
!! Iodine - by Rasta - 12-16-2014, 12:10 AM
RE: !! Iodine - by Midas - 12-16-2014, 10:28 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Rasta - 12-21-2014, 09:10 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Midas - 12-23-2014, 08:32 AM
RE: !! Iodine - by Rasta - 12-26-2014, 11:31 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Midas - 12-31-2014, 10:43 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Rasta - 01-07-2015, 04:12 AM
RE: !! Iodine - by Midas - 01-11-2015, 10:50 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Rasta - 01-17-2015, 01:33 AM
RE: !! Iodine - by Midas - 01-30-2015, 05:42 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Rasta - 01-31-2015, 09:43 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Midas - 02-02-2015, 10:42 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Rasta - 02-07-2015, 02:02 PM
RE: !! Iodine - by Midas - 02-08-2015, 11:12 PM

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