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02-09-2015, 09:39 AM
och jag växte upp snabbt, från min barndom var det allt—jag föddes redan slagen
då tänker du tyst och skriker högt, memorerar hela jävla monologen som skrevs för din inre röst,
It happened so fast—between one heartbeat, and the next. Nostrils still wide but mind growing tired he stood, pained eyes having danced between three of those gathered: Kahlua, Ophelia, and.. Ljós. One moment, they were locked on Ophelia, the back of his mind drinking in every detail, every angle and plane, every goddamn shape of that white-washed body.. and in the next moment, she was running out the corner of his eye, out of his life, again. The image burned itself into his mind, and the feeling into his heart.
He had made a silent promise to protect her, a vow to not fail this unknown child in the ways he had failed his own, and yet he had lost her to the darkness.. to the years.. to the restless, selfish crusade of his own soul.
His own redemption.
And then he'd found her, or maybe she had found him, and she'd shone a light on him in the darkness, and he'd seen this before. A tremble passed his body, a flinch, preparation; he was a deer in the headlights, frozen just before the leap, and his gaze locked on Ophelia again.
His own words—"Suck it up and love what you have left and try to protect what you still can protect."—became a curse drumming in his blood.
Love what you have left, protect what you still can protect.
He didn't know what had made her run—anger? Sorrow? Just plain old fucking darkness eating up her heart, mind, and soul? It didn't matter. She had been there for him, unasked, but welcome. She had found him standing in the north, crying, and just been there.
He couldn't abandon her now.
The moment passed, shattered like glass. His gaze tore itself from Ophelia, body thundering into motion; each stride trying to bridge the yawning void in his heart.
[ Mau out. <3 ]
He had made a silent promise to protect her, a vow to not fail this unknown child in the ways he had failed his own, and yet he had lost her to the darkness.. to the years.. to the restless, selfish crusade of his own soul.
His own redemption.
And then he'd found her, or maybe she had found him, and she'd shone a light on him in the darkness, and he'd seen this before. A tremble passed his body, a flinch, preparation; he was a deer in the headlights, frozen just before the leap, and his gaze locked on Ophelia again.
His own words—"Suck it up and love what you have left and try to protect what you still can protect."—became a curse drumming in his blood.
Love what you have left, protect what you still can protect.
He didn't know what had made her run—anger? Sorrow? Just plain old fucking darkness eating up her heart, mind, and soul? It didn't matter. She had been there for him, unasked, but welcome. She had found him standing in the north, crying, and just been there.
He couldn't abandon her now.
The moment passed, shattered like glass. His gaze tore itself from Ophelia, body thundering into motion; each stride trying to bridge the yawning void in his heart.
[ Mau out. <3 ]
du lät exakt som ismael.
