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Helovia Info
Helovia opened in February 2012! We are an active fantasy equine RPG
Where once the world narrowed into naught but gray dust and desolation, the gods called for life. Wielding the elements of fire and light, dark and wind, earth and water, spark and time, they have created Helovia. The realm is set within the mythical globe of Loorien, a planet rich with all variety of creatures and blessed with all manner of magic. Originally populated by nomadic, tribal characters, they've since grown into massive empires saturated with culture and history. Separated into four distinct segments of Helovia, called "The Regions," each band of horse strong enough and capable enough, took up the power and responsibility of leadership. Unicorns, old, wise and mysterious, took to the north, hidden in forests of mists and shadows and rarely making themselves known beyond their cliffs of the World's Edge. Equines, vast, organized and militaristic, split into two, one group went north to the Windtossed Foothills and the other group went south to the Dragon's Throat. Pegasus remained nomadic, making their homes in various parts of The Wilds in a migratory manner. For many generations, the land was peaceful and calm, but peace was never the way of the gods. With a clash of argument, war and bloodshed massacred Helovia, and in the aftermath, the realm was eerily quiet. Now, as newcomers sweep into this land, they are met with the lingering bitterness of the gods and the struggle to reclaim what was lost. Nothing remains safe or certain while sorcerers and soldiers alike brood and bide their time for revenge, honor and glory.
Site Wide Plots
Kaos :: The Beginning of the End ☼ - 6/2017 - Kaos placed Helovia in a time-bubble for a short period of time, but the Helovian gods are fighting back. But Kaos is powerful- far more powerful than anyone thought. This may be the beginning of the end of Helovia as we know it.
Kisamoa :: A New Kind of Kaos ☼ - 3/2017 - Kisamoa asks Helovians to help him restore the Spectral Marsh. Which side will you choose?
Invasions :: All Out War ☼ - 5/2/16 - New layout and the brand new invasion rules are up! Thank you for your patience and we look forward to getting started with this new adventure.
The Rift :: Gods Do Die ☼ - 8/2015 - Helovia Gods are saving the Rift from corrupt gods! Can Helovians band together against these foreign deities?
The Literal Ship ☼ - 2/8/15 - Oh no! You have to pair up for Valentine's day!
Sky Island :: Murder ☼ - 10/25/14 - Vesta has been found dead on the island, and the gods have called to you to solve the murder!
Sky Island :: Peace ☼ - 7/7/14 - An island has appeared in the sky! Clouds carry Helovians from the Veins to the sky.
Restoration :: We Welcome the Dawn ☼ - 9/21/13 - The sun has finally risen on this day, giving the land new light, but the Time God and the Sun God have yet to be seen.
Endless Night :: Broken Magic Plot ☼ - 8/30/13 - The earth god has returned and is walking across Helovia to heal the land. Every area can now be considered lush and prosperous, but the sun has still not risen.
☼ - 7/19/13 - The moon has risen in the sky, heralding the return of the Goddess of the moon. Lamp trees which light the paths have grown brighter, moon flowers which grow in dark places have begun to grow and prosper and the world is brighter, filled with a new hope.
Endless Night :: Dead Magic Plot ☼ - 6/22/13 - The gods of Helovia, in order to protect the world, have disappeared into the rift, leaving the world sunless, moonless and magic-less in their absence. Only the herdlands have a source of light, but lamp-trees with glowing leaves and branches sporadically line the popular roads and paths from place to place.
Doppleganger Plot ☼ - 6/20/13 - The God of Time is still struggling to close the rift though which the dopplegangers have come. He has requested that his brothers and sister assist in closing this hole, but without knowing why it opened, the task is proving difficult. Magic still remains faulty and hard to control, but the herdlands continue to be places of refuge for those who are fortunate enough to call these lands home.
ORANGEMOON cools off the lands with a a viscious force. Colder than normal, a sign of things to come during Frostfall, Helovia is bathed in a rich tropical lushness - albiet a cold one. The coastlines of the Dragon's Throat are pelted constantly by tidal waves, and the desert climate is humid but chilly. Ice begins to form early in the Aurora Basin leaving the winding trails slick and dangerous. The mists of the World's Edge coat everything in a glistening crystalline shine which encourages mould to grow everywhere. The Spectral Marsh is the only area which remains fertile, blissfully temperature and lush.
Cotm
Character of the Month for
June, 2017
WEAVER, Corporal of the Aurora Basin, is a relatively recent addition to Helovia and has taken it by storm. Branded with the seal of Death on her chest, intrigue and interest follow both her past and present. Though she is assuredly beautiful, her sometimes sharp personality reveals that there is more to this uni-peg hybrid than meets the eye. Proving herself able on the battlefield in the Basin’s warrior ranks, we can’t wait to see her test her mettle against the looming Kaos happenings! Congratulations!
Helovia RPG was created by Tamme and Blu and coded by Tamme also known as Schwartze. All coding, palettes and imagery are copyrighted to the website and are not for use outside of Helovia. Thank you to our ServerMaster for hosting Helovia. A special thanks goes to Neo for all of her coding help and fixing Tamme's errors, Boom, for her loyal service and creation of the Time God, and to Ali for her consistent contributions and dedication.
The thought pulls on her heartstrings, makes her ache with wonder and an entire host of feelings that she has yet to figure out. She had stayed with him for endless rises of the sun, reveling in his odd persona and the shy hesitancy that had drawn her in so far, so deep, when they'd first met. They had grown ever closer, trading little threads that made them whole and distinguished and interweaving them until she could no longer tell where he began and she ended. It was a pleasant feeling, and her loneliness had ebbed away beneath the weight of his stare, the boyish curl of his smile. Part of her still longed for Leliel, for the familiarity of him. After all, he had been the only real constant in her life. There was nothing that Muriel did not know about the sapphire stallion, and that alone was a comfort. But she had begun to truly believe that he was not coming back. That she was left in solitude, the memory of her feelings, of him, the only cold comfort given.
Gull had begun to heal the raw edges of her heart with his sweetness, and even his gruffness. He made her laugh, made her cry, made her forget about all the times Leliel had let her down and left her broken. Whether he had this last time was still to be seen, though Muriel had finally come to the conclusion that he was lost to her. Wholly, eternally. When she had finally let herself believe that, she had broken down, sobbing until her body ached and her eyes were sore. It was the hardest thing she had ever done, accepting that Leliel was either gone and rid of her or dead. Gull had held her up all throughout, never really asking questions, and yet she had freely shared regardless. As was her nature.
Then Helovia turned itself on its head, the murders that Muriel only faintly knew about coming to a dramatic head. In the chaos on the island, Muriel had been taken by the clouds and placed back in the Veins, hours flight from wherever Gull had been removed. She had been unable to find him despite days of searching, and her heart broke a little more with each evening that she could not find him. Muriel had been abandoned so many times, she didn't want it to happen again.
Especially when she began to notice some rather...peculiar changes.
Muriel was far from an idiot. Naive, perhaps, but not genuinely unintelligent. She also wasn't a young filly anymore, but rather in her prime. It was clear to her that she was pregnant. It had taken her by surprise, probably because after nothing coming to fruition with Argen, she had not anticipated a different result with Gull. At first she was hysterical, absolutely consumed with fear. How could she raise a foal alone? It was preposterous! Then she thought of Gull. What if he hated her, because she was with child? Did he desire progeny? Or would he run the moment he was faced with the responsibility? And last but not least, Leliel. What if he really did come back? Not that she expected it, after coming to terms with his death. But was his spirit disappointed? Did he think she'd moved on too fast, that her feelings were not genuine?
With a pathetic sniffle, she dropped down onto a bed of clover, all four wings spread wide and large belly positioned just so. "Oh Leliel, what am I supposed to do?" she called out, perhaps a tad too loud, but she was certain that nobody else was around. If only he could guide her, give her advice. Snorting to herself, she shook her head. No, he likely would be horrified by her actions, feel betrayed by her moving on even when it had always been Muriel who vied for his attention over the years. Laying her cheek against the soft clover, she stared listlessly across the earth. Where was Gull?
You've done it again. You wandered away from the mare that said she would help you because you can't stay still. You want to believe that you're more independent than you really are. You don't want to believe or accept that you have to rely on anyone when you need others to help you. Its a cruel twist of fate and you think that the elders knew exactly what they were doing when they blinded you. They wanted you to feel helpless because they knew that you would try to prove that you're not. They knew it would be the end of you, but if you're anything you're stubborn. You're obstinant. You're not going to just lay down and die because they want you to. You have things to do first. You have a mare to find.
At least you're looking better. Don't get me wrong, you still look terrible but you're not as bad off as you were when Agrona found you on the beach. You've put on a little bit of weight, but your hips are still jutting out. Your milky eyes still look sunken into your scarred face. I can count each one of your ribs and your backbone is still sticking out. At least you're able to hold your wings against your sides instead of dragging them across the ground. Doing that is murder on your feathers and you know that you're missing quite a few of them because of it. You're quite the sight to see, really.
But you're moving with a purpose because you can smell her. Muriel. Muriel. You've been wandering around, looking for her for so long and now she's there. She's within your grasp and you know it. Your heart feels like it jumped from your chest into your mouth and you can barely breathe. You stumble over your hooves as continue onward, your nose guiding you. Then you hear her. She says your name and you feel like you're drowning. When did this happen? When did you start to love her so damned much?
"Muriel!" You choke out her name as you stumble to a stop and you listen. "...Muriel." You worry that she won't answer you, that she'll abandon you like you've done to her so many times. But you explained your reasons when you were in the caves, didn't you? She understood then, didn't she? Would she understand that you hadn't done it purposely this time? That you had gotten lost and couldn't find her. "...I'm sorry."
Muriel had always been headstrong, in perhaps the most naive of ways. Why should she ever be careful for what she wished for, anyways? Clearly if she wished for it she would want it, no strings attached. Idioms had no place in Muriel's life, as a stubborn filly. Even as she grew, older and no wiser than before, she'd never really figured out that particular saying. What it meant, why it was that so many had warned her against it, against wishful thinking and errant prayers.
It wasn't until that early summer evening that she realized exactly why.
Whatever hope she'd worded, there was a part of her that truly did not want Leliel to return. She'd finally found something akin to happiness, fleeting though it was, and shallow as she suspected it to be. Gull made her happy, had given her a gift that, though she was terrified by it, was also a way to start anew. Wipe the slate clean. Be a better person than what she'd once been. Have someone who would love her unconditionally, and she them. A child.
But as her name ricocheted like a bullet through the woods, she felt the kill shot strike deep into her chest. A sort of liquid horror injected itself into her veins, warring with the delirious little mare that had loved Leliel eternally, shamelessly. Be careful what you wish for, Muriel. What had she done? How could she face him, pregnant with another stallion's foal, another stallion whom she undoubtedly held a deep affection for, even if perhaps not love? How could she tell him of her betrayal?
But...she had thought him dead. Or at least to have abandoned her. Were they both to blame? Or was she the one with dirtied hands, again?
"Leliel?" it was a disbelieving call as it left her lips, and she struggled to her hooves over the round bulge of her belly. She moved awkwardly towards the sound, growing steadily faster until she was racing towards the sound of his voice. It couldn't be. Could it? "Leliel!" And then there he was, emaciated but alive. And he slowed in tandem with her, until they were staring at one another. Or at least, she was. Taking in his face like a drowning man did land. And he was apologizing. But all that could come out of her mouth was "You're alive?" A broken whisper.
And she stepped forward, moving to touch his muzzle with her own. And then the tears fell, and she started to cry in earnest as she staggered towards him and threw her neck around his withers. "I thought you were dead," she sobbed into his skin, trembling with the force of her own emotions.
Be careful what you wish for. You just might get it.
You're drowning. You're gasping for air but it doesn't help. She says your name and its like she's shoved you under water, you hear nothing else but the sound of her voice and the hammering of your heart in your ears. "Muriel..." You say her name again, but your voice sounds muffled to your ears. The only thing you want to hear is her voice. Her breath. Her heartbeat. You've known for a long time that you were a fool, but it is in this moment that you realize the enormity of your foolishness.
"I'm sorry!" You say again, but no matter how many times you apologize you don't think you'll ever be able to make up for the heartbreak you've put her through. She deserves a man much better than you, but you want her in the worst possible way. You need her in your life, not as a caretaker, but as your other half. You're ready to return all the love she's ever given you tenfold. You're ready to be everything she ever wanted you to be, but you're scared. You're scared that she won't want you anymore. You're scared that she's found someone to replace you. Someone who is far more independent and capable than you.
"You're alive? I thought you were dead."
"Almost." You admit. "I almost was... but I had to find you." Your words are rushed together and your body is trembling as she embraces you. How many times had you pushed her away when she had tried to embrace you before? "I'm sorry." You say again. "I was thirsty and I went for water and then I couldn't find you. I didn't mean to." You move so you can drape your neck across Muriel's shoulders and pull her to you.
For the first time in a very long time you feel wetness in your eyes and on your face. Are you really that happy and relieved to be near her again? You are and if anyone from home could see you now you'd be in for it. But you don't care because you love her. Could you say it, though? Would she want to hear it? You arch your thin neck so that your muzzle is pressed against her warm flesh and you whisper it. "I love you."