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[OPEN] whats the sense in anything?

Alysanne the Devoted Posts: 641
World's Edge Queen atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 3.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16 hh :: 11 years HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Hemlock :: Flammulated Owl :: Heal & Cypress :: Great Horned Owl :: None Sarah
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Alysanne left Resplendence to her healing, rather than get in an argument with her it was easier to leave. She had felt hurt by the belief of her friend that if Resplendence had not been here than who would heal them? As if Alysanne did not also have the same knowledge, the same magic? It was insulting to be dismissed so readily by someone that had been her peer just moments before and she would not stand by and watch as the little mare refused her offer of help, as she moved to heal everyone that showed up. Because she was the only one that could heal them, right?

Her skin crawled, she hated thinking like this - hated the negativity that was pouring through her. She did not understand how to deal with the anger, with the hate, that was suddenly flaring up. Did everyone have these emotions regularly? How did they know how to handle them?

Hemlock remained on his perch atop her head, staying silent but trying to send reassuring thoughts toward her. She knew that in a day or several, she would feel wretched for the way that she was thinking about her friends but for now she still did not care - she was still angry. And she needed to get away from the battlefield, she wanted to leave the Falls and go back home. Why did it matter that the Moon Goddess was in the Edge? She hadn’t bothered them yet. It didn’t make sense for her to go after the herd that was devoted to her.

Her heart and her head felt restless when she was passing through the battlefield and found Evangeline and Thor. Her first instinct was to go toward them but she hesitated, not wanting to speak to anyone else from the invading group right now. She had appreciated Thor’s words when she had stalled at the sight of the fighting, he had given her the courage to move forward. Not that she had enjoyed unfreezing from that spot because everything had gotten so much worse from that moment onward. Perhaps it was because she did not know either of them very well but thought fondly of the few memories that she did have that she drifted toward them, “Evangeline, Thor.” She greeted them both, not even able to muster the ghost of a smile. “Are you guys alright? Resplendence is healing over there if you need it,” With no shortage of bitterness, Alysanne gestured to the group that she had come from further back.

Green eyes then looked longingly ahead, toward the entrance of the Falls that they had come through. She wanted to leave so much but she wouldn’t leave just yet, maybe she should not give up so readily on those that she had once shared her home with. Her anger was ebbing, giving way to sadness, and it was with a broken heart she looked to the pair again - unsure of what words had been spoken before she arrived but adding more of her own. “I can’t believe we did this.”
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whats the sense in anything? - by Evangeline - 04-22-2015, 09:50 PM
RE: whats the sense in anything? - by Thor - 04-23-2015, 01:23 AM
RE: whats the sense in anything? - by Evangeline - 04-29-2015, 10:03 PM
RE: whats the sense in anything? - by Alysanne - 05-04-2015, 07:24 PM
RE: whats the sense in anything? - by Thor - 05-06-2015, 12:45 AM
RE: whats the sense in anything? - by Evangeline - 05-10-2015, 04:08 PM
RE: whats the sense in anything? - by Alysanne - 05-12-2015, 08:26 PM
RE: whats the sense in anything? - by Thor - 05-13-2015, 10:03 PM

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