the Rift


[OPEN] ~ Broaden My Leaves ~

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When battle befell the Falls, Elecampane had been at a loss as to what to do. Would he stay, and defend a territory he had become a part of only weeks before? He had barely earned his rank. If he were noble, he would have fought valiantly despite that fact. However, he wasn’t. One couldn’t exactly accuse Ele of being a coward—he stood up for himself, and spoke his mind, that was for sure—but he was selfish.

The sable stallion’s eyes drifted towards the sky. Sunlight trickled down through the rocky gorge where he hiked. The jagged, grey stone underfoot made the brute’s hooves ache uncomfortably. Each callous step reverberated up Ele’s entire leg, into his shoulders and down his spine. His disheveled pelt shimmered with beads of sweat, and his lungs heaved with exhaustion. ‘Damn this trek,’ he thought, spirits muddied with uncertainty. He wondered how much longer he would have to endure this agony.

Back when he was living in the herd, he was told of the mysterious place at the end of the trail that carved through their mountains—a valley of sorts. The champagne stag had made the decision to leave once tensions were on the rise within the Falls, and gossip transitioned from talk of newborn foals to talk of war. He chose to head north, with the intention of eventually making it all the way up to the Aurora Basin. Back when he was fresh out of the Threshold, Ele had nearly chosen to join the Basin herd, rather than the Falls. Now, still swayed by the majestic fantasy of the borealis lights Solanine had planted in his brain, the brute treaded north. A grassy, succulent pit stop along the way was not an unwelcome idea . . . if he could find it.

Panting, the young male stopped to catch his breath. As he did so, his eyes traced the towering walls of chipped granite, and a sigh escaped his lips. The whole reason he had chosen to join the Hidden Falls herd was to become a mason. He wanted nothing more than to work and live a peaceful life tucked away in the mountains. . . however, it no longer looked as though that would be the case.

A few moments passed, but with a bored huff, Ele banished the uncomely vision of what his life might have been, and ventured on. It seemed like hours before he reached a curve in the trail that wound around a tower of rock before disappearing. An overcast had rolled as the day passed by, and now cast a pale, desaturated light over the peaks. There was a distinct chill in the air, especially at this altitude, as Orangemoon dug its talons into Helovia’s landscape in preparation for colder seasons to come.
Velvet ears flattened against the drake’s head, and he approached the turn with caution. Peaking around the bend, Ele’s jaw dropped, and a delighted gasp burst from his throat. He had made it!

Before him stretched a wide, open expanse of greenery, burnt and browned by the late summer sun, but nonetheless beautiful. Ele stepped into the open, elated. His heart sung with the breeze as it hummed by, nipping at the silver tassels of his mane and tail. As the initial thrill of the entry died down, the stallion’s eyes began to scan the clearing, and question nagged at the hairs on the base of his neck: was he alone up here?



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Notes: Open to anyone/everyone who wants to join! Getting this guy back into the game after a couple months hiatus <3 Sorry if my rp skills aren't exactly back up to par yet.
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#2
och jag växte upp snabbt, från min barndom var det allt—jag föddes redan slagen
då tänker du tyst och skriker högt, memorerar hela jävla monologen som skrevs för din inre röst,
[ -bounces onto excitedly- ]

He wasn't alone.

Maybe he would miss Mauja at the first sweep of the eyes—the statuesque stallion was motionless, though lighter in hue than the peaks towering behind him.

And maybe, he wouldn't; maybe his gaze would be drawn to the snow-white contour of his body, and to the ice lance protruding from his forehead.

Who knew?

Mauja had come up a few hours ago. He knew the path, though not well—he knew the feeling of being here better, though. He was a creature of edges, of dead-drops, born and bred in the mountains of the north. His lungs swelled with the thin, crisp air, and life flowed through his veins when he saw these things...

He had changed the dark, suffocating anxiety for mild worry—dark tar and pitch for sunlight and frost. He had come here looking for something, or someone, he didn't quite know, didn't quite want to know. The brooding darkness in his heart had been swept away, and he didn't want to let it back in, but it was still there, a dark shadow niggling at the back of his mind.. whispering things, just outside of his comprehension. It was the double ticking of his heart, that murmur coming in the wake of each pulse, cold and thick as it slogged through his veins. It didn't belong—a chill that wasn't part of him. It was a ghost of the past, a haunting feeling of walking in his own footsteps five years after he made them.

He didn't like it. It clouded his future and whittled away at his hopes.

Change was a curious thing; he was King again, but not the same as he had been. He didn't want to be the same, but his name was still Mauja.

The view, the open sky and the clean, high air hadn't cleared his mind as he had hoped—hadn't swept his frosty soul clean of the clinging cobwebs and the slowly spreading poison. It had just offered him a few hours of solace and respite, of peaceful late-autumn grazing with the owls sitting contentedly on his back. He had passed time, and at times, he had forgotten that ghost holding his heart, but he always remembered it, and the anxious trembling in his pulse began again.

So the stranger breaching the haze of the gathering clouds was a welcome distraction. Mauja's black-rimmed ears flicked in his direction, and then, slowly, his regal head turned, pale eyes seeking the stallion out. It was no one he knew—sturdy, but not overly thick, with double horns and some kind of adornment holding his thick mane in artful disarray. Interesting.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Mauja said after a moment, wondering if he would see the stallion start at his voice, or if he had already seen him, tucked away in his shroud of (now broken) silence and with two owls upon his scarred back.

[ @[Elecampane] ]
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The voice was deep, rhythmic, as though it were a natural force, like a waterfall or thunder. Though Ele’s eyes met the stranger’s before he parted his lips, it still managed to startle him. His gaze cut through the air—two celestite beads, colder and stronger in tone than the biting winds that wound around them. His mane draped in thick, white tresses across his neck, from his withers to his poll, where a great, gleaming horn protruded. His pelt was adorned with a wonderful splash of black appaloosa markings, though his build was too heavy to match the signature of the breed. He was certainly a rather magnificent sight, and the eerie calmness that hung from his words only provoked the sable stag’s intrigue. Ele took a few steps closer.

“Yeah, I suppose, if you don’t mind having your lungs ripped out on the way up” he said bluntly, followed by a cough, signifying that his body was still recovering from the hike. Still, a smile glimmered from behind his amber optics. Curiosity flooded every corner of his being. Already, the neurons were firing like crazy in his head! Decrypting another’s essence was a rather favorable way to pass the time, Ele found. It satisfied a deep craving in him to pursue exceptional experiences. Picking out the tiniest details in life was probably one of the safest ways to avoid boredom for one such as him. He had no great plans. He didn’t desire acknowledgement or status or a name that resided in the back of every young mare’s mind. On top of it, he was not a fighter.

Besides, this male was just so regal in his immediate demeanor, it would almost force the question upon any newcomer he met, Ele was sure of it: what could possibly be hidden away in the shadows of his soul? The stallion’s eyes settled on the two figures that rode atop the pale transient’s spine. Their blazing eyes and exotic adornment of feathers made for an alarming site. He was sure there was a story there as well, or if nowhere else.

He suddenly realized he’d been staring for a good long while however, and awkwardly looked away. His natural forwardness made him fairly terrible at concealing his fascination with others, and so it demonstrated itself in every fiber of his bulk. This caused a constant influx of negative social interactions, of course.

Sulking in his own embarrassment, the champagne brute flicked an ear, and spoke his next words without eye contact, “My name is Ele . . .”



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Outcast atk: 6.5 | def: 10.5 | dam: 7.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 17.2 :: 14 HP: 79.5 | Buff: HUNTER
Irma :: Snowy Owl :: Terrorize & Diego :: Eurasian Eagle-Owl :: Rage Neo
#4
och jag växte upp snabbt, från min barndom var det allt—jag föddes redan slagen
då tänker du tyst och skriker högt, memorerar hela jävla monologen som skrevs för din inre röst,
There was something there—a small reaction, like a jerk of just his eyes, amber and gold snapping his way at the sound of his voice. Just.. something so small it was almost insignificant, but for Mauja, it suddenly meant everything, and yet, nothing.

It meant that he was still alive. It meant that he could be seen, and heard, if it wasn't just the rustle of the wind blowing the stranger's attention this way. But it meant no more than that. There was no random salvation to be found here, up on the celestial mountains, and aside from the odd bit of wisdom you always gleaned from those you met, probably little that would help ease his tired mind. It was wound too tight, clenched, holding on too hard to some concept it should just let go of, traces of demon-days and bitterness and other things clouding the dawn breaking over his life. And he knew that he was his own demon, and that of course no problems would be solved if he went into it with the mindset that there was nothing to learn here, but—

He was so tired beneath it all, that it was hard to do anything differently.

“Yeah, I suppose, if you don’t mind having your lungs ripped out on the way up,” the stranger said after ambling closer. Natural, Mauja supposed, as he had invited him by striking up a conversation—and why on earth had he done that, anyway? Further distraction? Probably. Though, he kind of wished he'd stopped to consider the consequences, because.. it felt like half the time when he interacted with someone, he was either staring vacantly into space and barely listening, or he was fighting to act sane. Like.. like he didn't know how to just be anymore.

And.. he'd done it again, hadn't he? He thought it hadn't always been like this—that there had been a time when he could hold a conversation at a natural pace, with a clear and logical thread running through it, and still somehow think of everything at the same time. Simultaneously. Without going mad. Without losing focus. Without returning that curious, fascinated stare with a spaced-out thoughtful look and complete, utter silence.

Maybe the stranger had begun to doubt his own sanity, staring at blocks of ice and imagining they had talked, that they had eyes and blood in their veins and a heart, maybe, hidden somewhere deep inside that frozen chest—maybe, because he glanced away, almost as if caught in the act of doing something he shouldn't. Mauja blinked. Had he? Had he been doing something wrong?

Gods, how much time had passed anyway? How long had he been silent, getting lost within his own mind time and again? Had it been Mauja's fault the stallion looked away?

Shit, hold yourself together.

The stranger made another attempt—perhaps he was trying to figure out if he truly was mad or not. Mauja's mind ran too fast, and the only coherent thought he had in that moment was that he did not want to place more burdens on this dude, so if he was, indeed, questioning his own sanity.. Mauja could help him with that.

"Mauja," he answered softly, his voice slipping out between dark lips as barely more than a breath. Then, a moment later, the words hesitant and oddly timid, "Was it worth it?"

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The stranger didn’t seem interested in Ele’s inelegance. His mistake went unnoticed . . . or, at least, uncared for, much to the young stallion’s relief. Mauja’s eyes were fixed on him, yet his lack of heart hinted that he was swallowed by his own world, and his words drifted out seemingly despite his thoughts.

Ele tilted his head. He was grateful for the dappled drake’s own absorption rescuing him from awkwardness, and his intrigue grew even greater than before. This one would require a bit more digging than usual. The enchanting mirage Mauja wore on the surface could certainly rebuff the initial instinct to ask. It also surely worked in his benefit. He could play the role of strength and boldness and grace he projected without the suspicion of others gnawing at his open sores. It was incredibly effective.

Of course, it was a part of the practice to accept the possibility of nothing being the answer to Ele’s question. He wasn’t always right to assume there was more to a person—some really were void beneath it all. Ele hated nothing. It belonged to such empty, lonely people; yet those who were generally the most socially attractive—neither an aspect Ele exactly resonated with. It was an admirable trait to the average eye, though: someone with no contrition, no remorse or guilt, and no demons trying to claw their way back up from the weathered pits of their past. What a fantastic existence.

Still, Ele didn’t like to bank on the likelihood of nothing. In truth, it was so rare, because of the deep-rooted fact that almost everyone encounters misfortune at some point in their lives, and it takes hold of you, whether or not you have the ability to pave over it with positive experiences or not. It manages to slink into the cracks of your soul, sometimes appearing in the eyes of a stranger; sometimes taking the form of something good or familiar: a song, a gift, a loved one, a home. It was all a part of the universe’s game. At times, it seemed as though the cosmos pointed the question at the individual directly, as if to ask, ‘what can we do to trigger their deepest struggles this time?’ The individual’s emotional reaction was both the error and absolute artistry of consciousness.

‘So, what was, or is his affliction, I wonder?’ the stallion blinked, lost once again in his imaginings. He had no intention of rescuing anyone when he asked himself these questions. He didn't want to play therapist. He just wanted to know; to understand the conditions of being conscious, and with that knowledge construct a model of purpose for his life. Selfish.

Taking a moment to refocus on the conversation, Ele thought about what the brute said. It was a beautiful question. He was amazingly smooth, gracefully keeping the dialogue away from himself, and still managing to provoke a conversation that possessed depth. Ele raised a brow, impressed, but played it off as though it were a reaction to the splendid scenery, glancing around as he did so. “Isn’t every journey?” he responded, tone laced with thrill. This little adventure was proving to be a fabulous decision.



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Notes: GAHHALSKDF YOUR WRITING IS SO AWESOME. I'm just havin too much fun k sry xD
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Mauja the Frozen Light Posts: 1,392
Outcast atk: 6.5 | def: 10.5 | dam: 7.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 17.2 :: 14 HP: 79.5 | Buff: HUNTER
Irma :: Snowy Owl :: Terrorize & Diego :: Eurasian Eagle-Owl :: Rage Neo
#6
och jag växte upp snabbt, från min barndom var det allt—jag föddes redan slagen
då tänker du tyst och skriker högt, memorerar hela jävla monologen som skrevs för din inre röst,
Mauja wasn't old in the sense that you might think of when you think old—his forehead and muzzle weren't speckled with gray, his flanks weren't sunken, and his eyes were still clear. But he was old within, tired and worn, and sometimes it surprised him that his heart still had the strength to keep beating. He had walked himself down the spiral and into his pit, and laid himself to rest in his grave while staring up at the starry sky and thinking there has to be more to life than this.

And he knew, that he was right. There was more to life than laying moored and mired in your own misery, and staring at the world and wishing you were out there, breathing the air that wasn't tainted with earth and decay. It was just a matter of getting there, and while he had so eagerly helped himself into his tomb he found that he could not easily help himself out.

That was what ate at him the most—that deep, visceral desire to experience life, but his inability to fully step into the living world. He always held back, staying in his safe grave, but the heart in his chest was too alive still and beat away at a frantic, panicked pace.

It counted down the time, terrified to end there in the place where it had spent so long being locked up.

The only blessing was that this stranger, this Ele, seemed to not be bothered by Mauja's intervals of silence. If anything, he seemed perfectly at ease with them, drifting away upon his own thoughts just as Mauja did. The result was, if he thought about it, mildly amusing: two complete strangers, from time to time staring vacantly in one another's direction. It made the corner of his mouth curl up in a slight smile.

But then he said, “Isn’t every journey?”, those amber-and-sun eyes glancing around their heavenly plateau, and something in Mauja's gut clenched. Carefully, he blinked the darkness from his eyes. He wasn't sure he agreed—you learned something, all the time, both good and bad. But there were some destinations he could've done without.

His gaze slid off the champagne draft, mind miring itself in thoughts—memories—again.

"What about you? It doesn't take a genius to see that you're troubled, Mauja."

"Everyone says that lately,"
he had said.

"Then why do you not stop?"

Because he couldn't—not then, not now, not ever. Life was a wheel that would keep turning without him, anyway. What he had done then.. he looked back to Ele, to his curious eyes. "Sometimes the journey is worth more than the destination," he simply said, quietly.

[ <33 no "sry"s accepted, GO WILD MY FRIEND! ^-^ @[Elecampane] "fabulous decision" haha ]
du lät exakt som ismael.
angels, they fell first, but I'm still here


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