the Rift


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Enna Posts: 172
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 6 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4
Mare :: Unicorn :: 14.1 :: 5 ( TALLSUN ) HP: 61 | Buff: NOVICE
Mehr :: Arctic Wolf :: None kels
#1
like punching in a dream, breathing life into a nightmare


Over the days you had convinced yourself that the man that you had known had been nothing but a dream, but a figment of your imagination sewn together from nothing but a passing face, your overwhelming desire to love and to be loved in return. You had convinced yourself that nothing could be that innoect, pure, perfect, that tangible, that ... that real. You had waited for days for the weather to clear, at war with yourself of whether you should even return, whether you should let it die, let it fade and save yourself the heartache of loss. Your habits had always been to love those who wouldn’t love you in return, love those that you thought needed it so that they wouldn’t have to be alone – to love those that would crush you, because it was what was better for them.

How could this be any different, if he was even real? But even with these worries, all of your hesitations, you couldn’t shake the hours that you had spent, sitting and talking about things you don’t even remember, so close, so fucking close, so – ‘even if it’s not right, I want it to be.’ You do remember how that felt, how agonizingly beautiful it, he, you, all of it was in those moments, those hours, weeks, decades, centuries.

You would have given them all, if only just for him.

In the end, it wasn’t even a question whether you should or not; it had turned into something you needed, wanted, craved. Even as you make your way, your knees weak, your hummingbird heart lodged in your throat, you do not feel any hesitation. Are you afraid? Yes. But even so you have never been more sure of anything. You sigh as your mismatched eyes sweep past the room as it glitters in the waning sun, as empty as you convinced yourself it would be. Despite this you cringe as your heart plummets, aching to the core, the ember of hope that you had guarded extinguished in a singular second. For moments you simply stand, trying to force yourself to swallow the tears stinging your eyes, the loneliness that had been slowly eating away at you, the thought that someone had actually wanted you.

It seems somehow bigger than it had before, a gaping hole in the middle of a land lost to the throes of winter. With a shaky breath you enter the place of your dreams, brushing the walls softly with your muzzle, eyes wandering to explore every inch of ice, exactly as you remember it. You had had the question of your knowledge of this place if it had in fact been a dream, though had come to the conclusion that it is close enough to your home that you may have passed it without realizing, or maybe someone had said something about it. Now you simply dismiss it as a feeble attempt at convincing yourself everything had been real.

'You're pathetic.'
A quiet breath, anxious, defeated.



            
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Caleb Posts: 135
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6.5
Stallion :: Hybrid :: 17.1hh :: 4yo :: Orangmoon HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Henrietta :: Weimaraner :: None baylee
#2
Henrietta went first, led her master to a subtle scent, a scent he craved and craved. She had gotten it, tracked it, moving like bloodhound, head low, nose twitched with each breath, searching for that familiar scent. Eagerly, the beast trotted after his frolicking hound, hoping that she had gotten it, found her. His eyes traced upwards, noting the familiar cave approaching, the ice den that he had met her in. Henrietta bounds ahead, but Caleb halts, afraid of the disappointment sure to come when enters an empty cave. Oblivious to her bonded's halt, Henrietta continues on.

The bitch lunges into the cave, and is wholesomely glad when the slight mare is there. Eagerly, she moves closer in attempt to sniff the femme with her wet nose, silver eyes alight with pup excitement as she yaps loudly, a screechy bark filled with a bubbling happiness. Her tail wags as she retreats to the entrance to the cave and halts, guarding the structure from others as she waits for Caleb (whom is most certainly freaking out a little ways away).

When the brooding stallion enters the cave, Henrietta sinks to the ground, watching the interaction carefully. Caleb feels relief and dread wash through his frozen body, the conflicting feelings freezing him. How to react, how to speak, it's forgotten. His dark brow furrows, confusion, happiness, hunger, hate, everything is displayed in the silver of his eyes, but the rest is cold and detached. "Enna?" He asks softly (well, as softly as his deep tenor voice can muster). The figment of his imagination that had broken down his walls, made him crumble, reduced him to sap, stood in front of him.

He rushes forwards, a loud clatter of heavy hooves on ice. His snout shoots towards her flank as he attempts to approach her perpendicularly. It's a desperate thing, a deep desire to touch her. He wants to feel her silky fur dance under his whiskers, to watch her twitch as his gaze rests on her, to feel her fidget as he trails his muzzle across skin he imagines is oh, so, sensitive. As he nears, his muzzle searches for her withers, to feel her. His ears swivel atop his large chrome-colored skull. Maniacally, his tail writhes behind him like a beheaded snakes body. "Enna..." He breathy voice whispers, searching for some sort of answer, permission even.

Enna Posts: 172
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 6 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4
Mare :: Unicorn :: 14.1 :: 5 ( TALLSUN ) HP: 61 | Buff: NOVICE
Mehr :: Arctic Wolf :: None kels
#3
like punching in a dream, breathing life into a nightmare


It has to be only moments before a sharp bark startles you from your woes, your head snapping to the darkness of her body as she retreats from you, a strange creature that piques your interest only for its strangeness. She is staring, and as you follow her gaze your heart all but stops, the surge of your fear and angst and sheer surprise bursting through your veins, reflecting in the northern blue of his eyes. ‘Enna?’ You do not have the words. For a moment you want nothing more than to push him away, to run from him and be content in your ignorance. You are too afraid to confront what this might mean, and even more afraid of what it might not. But he is already on you, touching you, breathing you, and you do not pull away, no; instead your knees tremble, your flesh quivering and quaking underneath his touch, your heart aflame once again, pulsing with desire, too weak to deny him, too consumed to worry. Just a touch, and he has already made you his, erased all the insecurity.

Enna…’ This time you breathe a breath too shaky to hide the feelings that swell just beneath the surface of your skin, that line the corners of your eyes. 'You,' It is then that you turn to him, your muzzle tracing the very bottom of his chin, further down his neck, all the way to his shoulder where you bury your face in his hair, breathing him deeply, your slender chest heaving against the broadness of his. 'I thought you were a dream.'







           
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Caleb Posts: 135
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6.5
Stallion :: Hybrid :: 17.1hh :: 4yo :: Orangmoon HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Henrietta :: Weimaraner :: None baylee
#4
A smile graces his lips as she reciprocates, her touch filling something he craved, but also fueling him, his want, everything. Her voice sugary and sweet. "I thought you were a dream, too. It's been driving me crazy." His explorative snout reaches further, tickling where her ribs meet her barrel. His advancements slow and calm, surprisingly gentle. With every movement to her tail, blood flow to his nether regions increased...marginally. Her addictive scent drives him forward, and he pokes around on the top of her butt, before her croup. Then, stops completely, just standing next to her with his head resting on her rump.

Henrietta is gone, where she went is unknown, perhaps home. One minute there, the next gone. Maybe she knows where this is headed, maybe she knew by the emotions freely flowing through the bond. Regardless, she is absent, and they are alone. The only noise is their steady breathing and the wind howling and screeching at the entrance. Caleb doesn't speak, words not needed. There is a silent question in the air. Can I continue? The Sparks that shock through Caleb are animal, drawing him to her like bees to honey, rats to cheese, little children to candy. He is pursuing and she is running, but is she? She doesn't put much of a fight up, but Caleb is happy for it to be this way. The ones that put up such a fight and then get pissed off that he doesn't care enough to pursue past the craziness of the chase are not his type, definitely not. Are they anyone's type? So he's glad to be here with Enna, a sane mare who isn't a horse-slut, a mare who doesn't spread wide for anyone. In fact, that's more attractive than any game. Not to mention, Caleb finds her extremely adorable.

ooc: blahshhe this is a bad post ._.

Enna Posts: 172
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 6 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4
Mare :: Unicorn :: 14.1 :: 5 ( TALLSUN ) HP: 61 | Buff: NOVICE
Mehr :: Arctic Wolf :: None kels
#5
like punching in a dream, breathing life into a nightmare


I thought you were a dream, too. It’s been driving me crazy.’ You smile, smile against the warmth of his flesh, enthralled with the way that it feels to be next to him again. You do not know what all of this means: the feelings that rage inside of him and swarm inside of you, why he came back here, what had even brought the two of you together in the first place. Too many questions, and maybe you aren’t supposed to know, but either way you remain silent against the whistling of the wind, the rushing of your own blood. You press closer as he pulls away, leaning forwards into nothing, catching yourself on shaky limbs; your eyes jet open, your frantic heart quieting as you look towards his moving frame.

You do not notice the absence of the silver-eyed hound, do not notice the sudden gravity of lust within him, and yet each of his touches send your heart fluttering, turns your stomach into knots in a completely good way. As he stops, the warmth of his head resting against your rump you throw a backwards glance at him, a soft smile returning to your lips as your eyes catch the blue of his.

'Mm,' It is a quiet, fragile, breakable invitation, though one you aren’t entirely aware of, your mind too inexperienced to recognize exactly what is happening. Your eyes trace the lines of his face painstakingly slowly, the desire swelling in your body terrifyingly overwhelming. You look for answers that you once again know you won’t find, and this time only more questions rise, adding confusion to your already jumbled mind.



           
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Caleb Posts: 135
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6.5
Stallion :: Hybrid :: 17.1hh :: 4yo :: Orangmoon HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Henrietta :: Weimaraner :: None baylee
#6
She didn't say no, didn't refuse. So he continued, savagely. The beast thrives here, skin on skin, heat building between them. If he were human, his lips would be on hers, passionate and hungry, throwing emotion into it, but he's not human. With horses there is no medium, it's either fucking or not fucking. When she does this little moan thing, he takes it as a yes and moves to get on top of her. A bit clumsy, but how can a 1000lb animal have an easy time getting on an equal counterpart? It's clear, though, that he knows what he's doing, that he knows his way around, as if he's been in this spot so many times it doesn't faze him, but it certainly effects him in various ways.

Most of his life, Caleb has felt alone, even in the company of others. It's as if he's stuck on a desolate island afraid he'll be stuck for minutes that turn to hours, then months, and after so much time everyone will forget him, forget Caleb, the one lost to the loneliness of a mental island, stuck with pages of memories he can't burn because that would mean its over for good. The loneliness consumes his mind and leaves him feeling translucent, invisible. Still, despite this, it's hard to accept company, invite the warmth in. It's hard to be around others, but not all there, lost in memories that can't be relived. Caleb is no longer on good nor bad terms with anyone, simply nothing, someone to know but not to think about. He's like a freckle on your skin, you know it's there, but you don't pay much attention to it, you're used to it. It's there, but you don't give it a second thought, you don't try to change it. Caleb knows no one that understands his silence, his lack of emotions, his fear of being forgotten. It feels right to be with Enna, on top of her, in her, but it seems so wrong at the same time. He wants to be touched without contact, wants to be held by eyes, carried with words, but that's not happening so the substitute is contact, intimate contact. Through the haze of feelings that rummage his brain all that comes from it is this short-lived contact. Everyone has a chapter they don't read outloud. This is Caleb's.

She didn't actually think they were going to last forever, did she?

Then it was over, he was gone, she was fucked, his weight no longer lingering on or near her. No longer anywhere- vanished. He had left, his hound also. Even their hoofprints have already been covered with snow. All that is left to be deduced is that he ran. He ran because he's a fool, because he doesn't like the feeling of having been with someone intimately then lingering around hoping for more, but also hoping for less. The contact didn't fulfill the loneliness, so he continues. Would it be rude to simply say that...

the spark they had vanished when he dismounted?

ooc: so he ran? idk why but he did XD


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