one red thread

[PRIVATE] one red thread

Rexanna Posts: 499

World's Edge Mare atk: 4.5 | def: 8.0 | dam: 5.5

Mare :: Unicorn :: 15hh :: 7 years HP: 61.5 | Buff: NOVICE

Marembo :: Marbled Polecat :: None Skylark

08-17-2015, 11:40 AM

My eyes reached up for his a mere moment before his voice grew into the silence, interrupting me. Ears held low and jittery at the sounds that were so unlike him. A slight sigh passed my lips before I shifted my weight and took a slight step back, unsure if it was something I needed to do or something that I just needed to do mentally. I grew a bit more worried as the time passed on again, his voice looming in my mind. What was I supposed to say? I just admitted to not being honest with him and here he was questioning what I had already told him? Was it something that was rhetorical? It better have been. I didn’t want nor have the energy to explain that I hadn’t been honest. Just enough energy to explain who it was I really was and what I had been doing behind his back.

Again, the elephant’s voice hit my ears and I seemed to tremble in its presence. His face held a bit darker of a tone and like a statue, as I watched his body grow rigid as if I was sitting there talking to a monument that had no emotion and no care in the world to hear about my little pity party. What was I apologizing for? For being a liar, that’s what I was apologizing for. I guess I needed to explain what part of the lie I had told? Well for that I needed to start from the beginning. I only hoped he had the time to hear everything I was trying to say to him without passing it off and leaving beforehand. But then again, if he loved and appreciated me as much as he said he did, perhaps he would wait it out and listen.

Ears flittering back and forth as I lifted my head a bit. I still refused to make eye contact with him, I didn’t want to see what his reaction would be to the truth of what I was about to say. I figured I would test the waters first before blatantly screaming out about Caleb. That might help, right? God I hoped so. Clearing my throat quietly and closing my eyes for a few moments. ”I… I’m not exactly royal like I told you I was. I also wasn’t as prestigious as I made it appear to be.. I lied about my whole history to you.” I paused, head lowering lightly. “I also lied about only being yours.” the feeling made me cringe as I said the words, but it needed to be done. My eyes flickering from the ground up to study his face lightly with a faster beating heart.

the only line that’s true is the line you’re from.

Rexanna

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