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The journey takes quite the toll on you, so by the time you and Knox reach your destination you're ready for little more than sleep. "Where are we?" You ask as you turn your head in Knox's direction. Your ears tilt forward and you listen to the sound of him lowering his body to the ground and you follow suit, more than happy to finally be able to rest your weary bones.

He says your name and you turn your head toward him, blinking against the blurriness that leaves him as little more than a smudge of blackness against a canvas of brown and tan. "I'm here now.." You say softly, but you feel as if there is more that Knox wants to say, so your voice trails and you listen. Your hunch is proven correct when he says that he is beginning to remember the night he abandoned you. It makes you frown and your silver eyes fall to the ground.

You remember it all too well.

You don't want to.

You want to forget and pretend that it never happened, but you know its impossible.

You don't want to remember the way Dovev pretended to be Knox, how he professed love that was a lie, how he attacked you and left you blind in a place that you didn't know.

Knox speaks again and your ear tilts in his direction. He repeats your own words back to you and you sigh softly. "Yes." You answer honestly, because you still do think that Knox could have a family. "I do believe that you can have a family.." with someone... "...but it doesn't matter what I believe if you don't believe it yourself."

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flashback:


You shake your head when the ancestor claims that all of the faces you see are Knox's because you know better... at least you think you do. These faces that flash before you might be vaguely familiar but you don't know them like you know Knox. You know the way his eyes light up with unspoken excitement and how they darken with anger, the way his ears fall when he's thinking, even the way his mouth moves when he speaks to you. You know his face.  "Those faces belong to your ancestors." You finally say. "Not you. They're not your face. You're not Roanne. Or Janos. Or Anaan. Or Zekiah... or anyone else. You're Knox." But you don't think he'll listen to you and if he does you don't think he'll understand. He's already too far gone and it makes your heart ache for him in a way it never has before.

"Part of you, I guess." You agree as he speaks. "Part... not all of you..." You want so badly for him to understand that he is more than just his ancestors... at least to you he is. "Knox.." You say his name again, but he cuts you off claiming that no one can escape their history and that it is what comprises all of you.

...perhaps he is right.

You stare in silence for a moment, listening to the rain as  it falls to the ground around you, feeling it as it pelted against your side and your back. "They make up your history ... you know their history..." You say quietly. "So shouldn't you learn from the mistakes that they've made in their past? Shouldn't you ... want to make your future better than the history that comprises you? So you can make the history of your future family better?"


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aylin
healing hands of love like the stars shiny shiny from above



           


Messages In This Thread
Family - by Knox - 08-22-2015, 08:59 PM
RE: Family - by Aylin - 08-22-2015, 09:13 PM
RE: Family - by Knox - 08-22-2015, 09:14 PM
RE: Family - by Aylin - 08-22-2015, 09:19 PM
RE: Family - by Knox - 08-22-2015, 09:19 PM
RE: Family - by Aylin - 08-22-2015, 10:03 PM
RE: Family - by Knox - 08-22-2015, 10:19 PM
RE: Family - by Aylin - 08-22-2015, 10:59 PM
RE: Family - by Knox - 08-22-2015, 11:12 PM

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