Instability [Tamira]

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Instability [Tamira]

Thor the Gentle Heart Posts: 379

Hidden Account atk: 4 | def: 7 | dam: 7.5

Stallion :: Pegasus :: 17.3 :: 11 (TallSun) HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE

Sabine :: Common Zephyr :: Roc Linds

#15

11-08-2012, 11:11 PM (This post was last modified: 11-08-2012, 11:13 PM by Thor.)

THOR

Don't want to let you down, But I am hell bound..

My mind thickened and became hazy with confusion. I was unsure of what I could tell Tamira had transpired in her absence of mind. She looked so shaken and unaware that it made my heart reach out for hers, although I wasn’t sure if it was simply because her pain had inspired my affections or if I felt drawn to her physical allure due to Myriad’s all-out attack on my senses. It was hard to bite my tongue about everything that had happened, but I knew I couldn’t divulge Myriad’s secret… not until I was sure how to go about it. And it was this thought that pushed the lie from my lips, one so simple and quite convincing that I’m surprised it flowed so naturally from my tongue. “You broke into convulsions and they shook me quite a bit, but otherwise it wasn’t anything I couldn’t handle…”

I was quiet a moment, guilt seeping into my heart before I looked upon her gorgeous face again. I could not keep this secret forever, but for now, I was determined to find out what I could do in order to speak to Myriad once more. “I assume it can be a bit frightening to others with no experience in the matter. “I guess those before me had little patience for physical disturbances.” This was stated so vaguely that I was hoping she would not ask more questions that I knew were inevitable. Instead, I tried to distract her wandering mind by moving to her side and pushing against her so that she was resting against my weight. My body shivered at the contact and I was helpless to disguise it.

I closed my eyes now, trying to dismiss the tender emotions that roved beneath my skin and ached now in my heart. But I could not. Would not. How was I supposed to deal with these emotions that I felt for two different personalities with only one body? Sweet Tamira catered to my soft side and I wished for nothing more than to care for her should she need and yet Myriad tempted the dark fire that burned deep in my gut, fueling a part of myself that I hadn’t known until today. Snuffling softly against her ear, I let myself get lost in her scent once more, pretending that these two creatures had suddenly become just one.

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[OOC: Ick, I'm sorry.]