the Rift


do you want to call it intuition?

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Breathless exhilaration pumped deep and rich from Adonis’s heart and bled through the stallion’s arteries and capillaries to every muscle and out every strand of silky, gray, thick hair that whipped wildly behind him as he ran full out, only to be sucked back into his veins and fed back into his ventricles for another go round. His hooves pounded onto the hard, compacted, dry ground and made thunderous noises; sending birds flying in ever direction and little animals running from their homes. Sweaty white lather was beginning to form on Adonis’s beautiful dapple gray coat and his joints became sore from the constant, heavy use, but still Adonis did not stop. He didn’t stop when his muscles started burning and stretching and tearing. He didn’t stop when the lactic acid built up felt like fire in his body. He wouldn’t stop until he was there, except Adonis wasn’t quite sure where “there” was. While he ran, Adonis’s mind was free to wander—wander back to where he came from and the circumstances of his departure. He tried not to dwell on this too much; each time he did the pain seared his soul. He missed the lush grasses of home, the sweet larks singing and the first snow of winter; catching snowflakes on his tongue and licking icicles. The rush of memories crowded his brain and left him breathless; he stumbled in his pace. Why did it all have to go away? Why did he have to grow up? Why couldn’t he have stayed home with all his friends and mother and her? Adonis harshly cut off his thoughts right there. He didn’t want to think about her. He was desperate not to think about it. He knew that once he did, once he opened the floodgates of his memory, all he’d see is her sweet, dished face, those coy eyelashes that drew him in, brilliant green eyes sparkling with mischief; all he’d hear was her joyous voice, quiet lover’s whispers, those promises of forever and always—she knew that it drove him crazy, the good kind of crazy, of course, and the last thing he’d seen before he was driven out: her belly, full of foal. His foal. The child he was never going to be there for or—stop. He was going to go crazy. She wasn’t even here and she was going to drive him insane. Adonis didn’t know how to live without her, he didn’t know how to live without wanting her or being able to bury his velvety muzzle in her soft black mane to inhale the scent that was so her it always calmed him. How could he go on without his steady rock? It was all that was keeping him from floating away in the sea of everything and nothing. Everything meant nothing. Nothing was what he had.

But it didn’t have to be that way. By this time, Adonis had tired out, slowing to a walk and then stopping altogether after a few paces. Hacking coughs ravaged his throat; he felt the pain of them all the way from his heaving lungs. Icy blue eyes were trained on the ground before him as Adonis’s heavy head was drooping from lack of energy to keep it upright. He knew he’d be fine in a minute; he was one of the most athletic horses back home. He loved the burn, but this was more than a burn. This was pain shooting through his body. His thankfully deep lungs tried so hard to push oxygen through his tissue that Adonis felt dizzy for a brief moment. Once he’d recovered several minutes later Adonis licked his lips with his dry tongue and lifted his head. Blue eyes took in the scenery before him: vast, vast expanses of trees and forest thickets, lush grasses and twittering sparrows. Cautiously, he took a step forward, then another—a sharp snap under his foot made him freeze and quieted all the birds. Looking back, he saw the two halves of a twig lying ruined underneath his powerful hoof. I’m going to give myself a heart attack one of these days, the handsome Andalusian thought, shaking his head at his own silliness. To the side of him he could see quite a large pool of water a few paces away. Adonis cleared his painfully dry throat. Did this belong to anyone? Would they care if he took a drink? He knew that some stallions were quite possessive of their land and all its assets, but he hadn’t seen anyone since he’d stopped running. Deciding to take the risk, Adonis walked onward to the shore. The pond wasn’t very big, but the depth of it took him by surprise. He gazed at his reflection before leaning down fully and greedily gulping the cool, sweet liquid. He looked horrible, ragged. Sand and dirt coated his flanks from running and the sticky lather still clung to his dapple gray pelt. Giving one more glance around to see if anyone was watching—and there wasn’t—he waded into the water. It only came up to his chest, so Adonis took another step. A panicked whinny burst from his throat as he plunged into the deep water, but his head bobbed up to the surface a moment later. Remind me to thank the powers of buoyancy later, the stallion thought to himself. Pain wrenched quickly through his heart; that was something Sheila would’ve said. He shoved those thoughts to the side and swam back to shore and shook out his coat, somewhat resembling a dog. Through all of this, he still hadn’t seen or heard one hint of another equine. Did anyone live here at all?


Mirage the DragonHeart Posts: 414
Deceased atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 6
Mare :: Equine :: 15.3 :: Eighteen HP: 68.5 | Buff: ENDURE
Akaith :: Royal Golden Dragon :: Fire Breath Whit
#2

Roaming eyes could search all they liked; it was unlikely they would settle upon the shimmering, fuzzy image of the little shadow that stalked the Threshold. A golden ray of sunlight – or was it a dragon? – filtered through the canopy above, darting this way and that. It was indeed a dragon, a queenly one at that, golden as the sun’s surface, glittering brighter than a sparkling crystal. The creature was bonded to the shadow-mare, by a link than ran deeper than even the ties blood could offer, a bond that combined their very souls and minds. A singsong call of dragon design erupted from the golden maw, a call made to her bonded, and mental images of the scene below her floating form were sent to the mare’s devious and cunning mind. Motions were made, a little ways away, by a dark smudge of a mare, it was difficult to know however – if one did manage to focus upon it for more than a second, they might think it was merely a trick of the sun’s heat, and continue on with their life. But it was a living, breathing creature who orchestrated this magic, this magic that defined her, just as her bond with her dragon did.

Memories were wonderful, tricky things. Their ability to be triggered at random, to overwhelm the senses and enrapture the mind for minutes, hours, or even lifetimes on end, was astonishing. Mirage was a master of her emotions, but sometimes even she fell victim to an onslaught of unfortunate events; the passing of her parents a notable darkness upon her brow. But she was also an older, wizened mare, capable of reflecting back on things she had done and appreciate things still to come. Life was hard, it was unfair, but she would always push forth, onwards and upwards, and now, being the leader of her beloved Qian, she would take her loyal friends with her.

A smooth melody was hummed from the maw of the mistress, as she crept closer to the steely steed. The shimmering veil fell away from her, and as she approached it was as if she were pulling herself directly from the shadows of the surrounding forest. The Threshold was a comfortable realm, for this mare enjoyed forests, but it was too close to the outskirts, too near to the part where Helovia became undefined and the wilds of the outside world more dominant over one’s existence. Warm, honey-gold eyes peered out from beneath silken tendrils of the charred mare’s forelock, a kind gaze held within them, though very little else was expressed by this devious little mare. “Greetings.” The mare’s accented tones stated, and she bowed her sculpted tiara to the pewter tinged stallion. Noting the water coating his bodice, the mare tilted her tiara on a slight incline, showing her curiosity. “What brings you to Helovia?” The question was posed politely enough, a whisper of a smile hinting at the corner of her lips. The mare’s gaze roamed over the young brute, though he was perhaps not that young, maybe only just coming of age, discovering the world for all it was worth. He stood upon the doorstep of a realm of opportunity, would he take the next step or would he trip at the doorway? Akaith glided easily down from the canopy now, alighting upon the obsidian one’s hide as delicately as a feather might land upon a pillow, her own swirling gem-like eyes drinking the sight before her with a silent dignity, and grace.


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The noontime sun beat down on Adonis’s dappled back, removing the evidence of his little watery escapade. The wetness remained soggy and irritating on his underbelly and sides but the stallion made no attempt to remove it. He was too distracted by the wildness of these new lands. The grass was tall and unkempt, the trees grew gnarled, and even the birds sounded less sing songy and more… predatory and cruel. It was beautiful in its own way, however. Adonis could appreciate the feral beauty, it kept him rightfully on guard and attentive of the scenery around him. That thought in mind, his blue eyes did a cursory scan of the surrounding area. An uncomfortable prickle tickled the back of Adonis’s brain—he felt as if someone was watching him. Shifting his eyes to view the periphery, his baby blues saw nothing of importance, nothing that would cause that sensation. The only things he could see were trees, grass, and shadows. A snort escaped him, accompanied by a shake of his massive head. Everything about Adonis was massive, from his grey hooves to his powerful hindquarters. Every inch of the stallion radiated the Andalusian conformation and pride that both of his parents had given him. He seemed almost out of place in this mundane land—surely, he belongs to the pages of fairytales, or locked away in some princess’s stables in a land far away. Nevertheless, Adonis was never one for special treatment or being extraordinary, except where he’d earned it, and he sure as hell hadn’t earned it by running away from his problems with his tail between his legs. She still haunted him daily—hell, hourly—he couldn’t get her silky black body out of his head, try as he might. Her scent was still the only surefire way to comfort him. The stallion sighed miserably. He did it, he ran away, he left, he did what his father had asked him to do, so why wasn’t it better? Why couldn’t he just forget like most other stallions? Why couldn’t he be distracted by other mares and go chase skirts like young males his age were supposed to do? He stomped his hind hoof in frustration, causing a cloud of dust to float up from the dry ground. Halfheartedly, he tugged at a few of the taller grasses in the clearing, trying to get all these thoughts out of his mind and just be instinctual. It was the only solution he’d found to the pain thus far. The grass here tasted nothing of home; it was wilder, tougher. Adonis appreciated it, however. At least this way he wouldn’t be as terribly homesick. Adonis soon lost himself in the simple task of grazing. It was indeed a wonderful distraction—trying to find the most tender shoots of grass, the greenest, the freshest; it was all very mechanical and soothing for him. A pleased nicker left his throat unbidden, and he was pleasantly surprised by it. A small smile registered on his face. Maybe there’s hope for me after all, he thought. After all, it can’t be eternal doom and gloom… At least for me, not so much for her or the child… The brute sighed. Again, she was poisoning his thoughts! Disgusted, he turned away from the patch of grass and went back to the pond, his feet plodding along dejectedly. Perhaps some self-reflection will do me good, he mused.

A low humming noise behind him halted his progression to the pond. His soft ears immediately ticked back against his skull, and he turned his head to the sound of the noise. So someone had been watching him after all! Out of the shadows—literally, the mare seemed to materialize out of them—came an inky, slightly stocky femme. Adonis’s ears slowly pricked up in curiosity, and his tail swished. Her expression was unreadable, but her eyes, a pleasing yellow brown, showed some semblance of a warm expression. Relaxing his tense stature, he turned to face the newcomer, being mindful not to splash her with his still soaked coat. She opened her mouth to speak, and out of her mouth came a simple “greetings”. Her accent was strange, foreign to him—but of course, that was to be expected. He was sure his slightly Southern accent would be strange to her as well.

Hello.

Simple, succinct, to the point, but not rude. Adonis wasn’t much one for heavily formal speech, it seemed very fake to his ears. He’d rather speak comfortably and make sense than sound impressive and important. Her head bowed in acknowledgement, and Adonis found his mirroring her. He wasn’t familiar with the customs of these parts, so he figured he’d best follow her lead lest he look like an insufferable jerk. He saw her eyes rove over his body, and if horses could blush, he would have. She could clearly see the evidence of his slip into the water as obviously as he could feel it. Thankfully, she made no comment, and instead chose to talk about other things. “What brings you to Helovia?” Hmm. A loaded question. Quickly, Adonis pondered how he should answer. Truthfully? No, it was too much to share with a stranger. Therefore, he’d give the answer every stranger expects instead, that was safe.

I felt like a change. My home was getting rather crowded, and I know my father felt nervous with a younger, stronger stallion around, even though he knew I’d never take—

Adonis stopped short in the middle of his sentence. His mouth gaped open unabashedly. A golden thing had flew down from the sky and landed on the inky mare. It was vaguely reptilian, with large wings and frighteningly large claws. Was this a dragon? He’d only heard of them in passing, and in stories. Adonis had no idea these were real, living, breathing creatures! Remembering himself, Adonis shut his mouth with an audible click. Stuttering slightly, though the reptilian animal seemed to be in a peaceable mood, he continued on with his explanation, though it was somewhat lacking in the enthusiasm it had before.

—his place as lead away from him.

He couldn’t contain his curiosity beyond this point. So, once again, he spoke to the femme.

I’m sorry, but… is that a dragon? I’ve only heard of them in stories, never seen one personally.

Hopefully she didn’t think him to be too much of a fool.

Mirage the DragonHeart Posts: 414
Deceased atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 6
Mare :: Equine :: 15.3 :: Eighteen HP: 68.5 | Buff: ENDURE
Akaith :: Royal Golden Dragon :: Fire Breath Whit
#4

He seemed hesitant, and yet, well-practised at the same time. Majestic was a word that could have described him aptly, Spanish and proud too, he was not poor put together at all; in fact, he was quite a fine specimen. At least, that’s what outwardly appearances gave light to. This little mare knew well enough what an individual was capable of displaying on the outside, when one’s insides were churning; it was her everyday practise. An exterior of cool indifference plagued her visage, her bodice was always held with an elegance that seemed effortless, even her dragon merely floated upon the breeze beside her most of the time. But within the mistress’ heart? Inside her emotions were almost always in a tumult, a beautiful pot of chaos waiting to simmer over the edges of that stone pot of unconcern. The sheer magnitude of her emotions were often dangerous, what was normal for another individual was table scraps for her; she felt so much love that she could love many individuals equally simultaneously – problematic when those individuals were only capable of loving just one other at a time. Hatred rarely showed itself, unless one of those she loved was harmed, then she usually exacted her revenge with a razor edged accuracy that astonished even her sometimes. But it was the fiery rage that she had to control, the hazy condition her father often suffered from, that stole its energy away from all her senses, and drove her to do things that her otherwise cool nature would never have dared. With these things running rampart within her, it was no wonder she trained herself to be ever-calm, ever-devious, ever-nonchalant.

Charcoal flutes absorbed the words he spoke with the same tired rehearsed moves that he proffered the words with. He spoke them like one would recite a dull tale, and the mare had to wonder at the blandness of it. Surely this steed, with his prowess and majesty, had more to say than simply moving on from one place to another? Akaith’s eyes narrowed at him, though Mirage did nothing more but appear to accept his story. The dragon’s piercing stare with multi-faceted eyes swirling various shades of the rainbow intended to cut right through him, the queenly one was not one to tolerate a story she found dull, but she didn’t do anything more than peer at him to get her point across. The mare had to give a hint of a smile at the steed’s surprise of her companion presence, some that came through the Threshold were educated on dragons, some were not, it was part of the pleasure of scouting through these borderlands, she never knew who she might come across.

“Indeed, she is a dragon, a queen one at that.” The mare spoke in soft, informative tones, her accent shaping the words into a pleasant harmony. “Akaith is her name, Mirage is my own.” For a mere second her form seemed to shimmer under the blurry cloak she often donned, though it was so brief and instant the steed might have missed it should his eyes have chosen to blink at that same moment. “You tread upon lands that bend to a different rhythm than most.” She stated, her comment neither overly helpful nor unhelpful. She wondered if he would give his name to her, or if she would have to ask directly. “I too have heard many a story…” It was posed in an open way, one that subtly hinted at her dissatisfaction for being provided with a tale that was rather lacklustre compared to the appearance of the steed, but it was usually safe to assume that one was wandering away from something, a crime, a hurt, a betrayal; very rarely did Mirage come across an honest stallion looking to make things easier for his father’s herd. A trail of smoke escaped the nostrils of the dragon, who sat upon the haunches of the mare still, her keen gaze tracking that of the dappled brute’s. “What is it you seek to gain from arriving upon these borders today?” Asking a question that could be taken many ways, Mirage sought the answer not impolitely, but rather with a softer, friendlier tone –she meant to offer help should the steed feel her worthy of divulging such information. So far his refined appearance did not add up with the rehearsed tale, and she wondered how much probing she would have to do to gain more knowledge about the inner workings of the majestic fellow.


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She seemed bored by his falsely spun yarn. Adonis didn’t blame her—he would’ve been as well. It seemed she could see right through Adonis’s fronts, just as she had been able to in the past. In fact, the similarities between this mare and Adonis’s lost love did not end there. Though it pained him to think about it, he found that they both had the same inky black coat and tresses, as well as the same general height. Sheila’s features had been more delicate and refined, but that was to be expected of an Arabian and of one younger than average. Sheila was definitely younger than this mare at the tender age of four; he could almost feel the age radiating from the minx before him; she seemed older and wiser, though she had not let herself soften in the least. Adonis could definitely respect that, as the elders in his herd had been nearly blind and definitely not as spry or of sound of mind as they had once been. She was collected, poised—elegant, even. Her dragon exuded effortless poise as well, though it was somewhat tainted by the glare that it directed at the stately stallion, presumably for lying. Idly, Adonis wondered if they could detect lies. The thought made him squirm a bit under the scaly reptile’s glare, though he was not truly frightened by it. He was more uncomfortable at being caught in a lie, which was an activity Adonis did not have much practice at. He cleared his throat and shifted his weight a bit, debating on whether or not to retract his former statement and hand over the truth. Sure, it was scandalous, but certainly, they had both seen scandal before. Before he could think about it too closely, the mare answered his most pressing question. “Indeed, she is a dragon, a queen one at that.” A queen dragon? What could that possibly mean? Adonis was even more intrigued by this, but he held his tongue. It was impolite to ask questions incessantly. “Akaith is her name, Mirage is my own.” So the dragon was a female. It did seem feminine to him somehow, perhaps it was the sharper corners of its eyes or the slender body. As Mirage said her own name, her body seemed to shift somehow—it was neither here nor there, not part of this time or place. It was only for a millisecond, and Adonis was sure his eyes were deceiving him. Shaking his head minutely to readjust, he rolled their names around a few times in his head, filing them away for later use. Feeling a bit of a spark light up in him after the dragon released him from her glare and instead chose to stare blankly at him; he decided to show his young age in his response to the duo.

Pretty names for pretty ladies,” he said flatteringly, though it was clear flirtation was not his aim. He couldn’t bear to look at anyone in that way as long as Shelia still sucked in breath somewhere in the world. “My name’s Adonis.

She had not asked for his name, but it was polite to give it anyways. The midday sun continued to shine down on the clearing, but Adonis was sure that it was worse for Mirage than it was for him due to her heat catching black coat. Swishing his grey tail, Adonis’s ears flicked to hear her next words. “You tread upon lands that bend to a different rhythm than most,” she said neutrally. The big stallion could see that. This place seemed alive in a way that his homelands had not been, though it also seemed much more sinister. Almost anxious, in a way, as if the woodland creatures and the equines waited with baited breath for something to happen. Part of Adonis liked it, and part of him wanted to turn tail and run the other way, back to the comforts and safety of home. I can’t exactly do that now, Adonis bitterly thought, my mother was the reason I got a mere banishment instead of my father actually killing me. I’d be fair game if I ever returned. So onward he forged down this foreign path, determined to make this life work for him, and the very first step to making a new life was to build it on truths instead of lies. Guiltily, he ducked his head as Mirage subtly hinted at her displeasure at his falsehood. “I too have heard many a story…” Sheepishly, he looked at the ground as he admitted the truth.

You’ve probably heard enough to know that my story is false, then. I’m sorry, it’s just that it’s slightly scandalous, or at least it was back home. But I know that if I want to make a new life here I need to be who I am, not someone I made up in my head.

Taking in a deep breath, Adonis started his tale, though it was a very abridged version. He didn’t want to bore Mirage, after all.

I fell in love with a mare, her name is Shelia. This was a big deal because where I com from, things are much more… primitive, I guess would be the word. She was my father’s property and his alone, along with the rest of his band of mares and the foals he sired. It was wrong of us to love each other. But we did, and come springtime, she decided she wanted a foal. She knew I could never deny her anything, even if it was against my better judgment.

His massive head bowed in shame, his ears lying back across his skull. He continued.

When my father went to mate with her, she said she could not as she was already with child. He forced her to say who she had laid with; he hurt her until she told. He then turned on me, vowing to kill me whatever hell spawn came from her womb. My mother pleaded with him to leave me alive, and just to banish me. She could not beg the safety of my child from him, though. When it is born, my father will kill it. He knows not of love or family ties, only violence and dominance. I fear for both my love and the baby, but I cannot go back and save them now.

Adonis’s voice was shaking by the end of his story. He looked so painfully young there, head bowed and radiating sadness, even if he was sixteen hands of muscle and stallion. He couldn’t believe he’d aired all his dirty laundry to this mare that was practically a complete stranger, but he felt a little bit of the weight on his shoulders lessen. It felt good to tell someone, to let their wisdom mull over his solutionless problem. It was his own fault, too—he could not blame Shelia or his father. Adonis had broken the rules, and now he must pay for his sins. Mirage spoke again, and her words instilled strength in him and made him find his purpose again. “What is it you seek to gain from arriving upon these borders today?” Raising his head, he spoke with a determined tone.

I seek redemption and purpose, m’am. I want to make a difference in other’s lives, a good difference, so I can forgive myself of what I’ve done.

ooc: Again, sorry for taking so long!

Mirage the DragonHeart Posts: 414
Deceased atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 6
Mare :: Equine :: 15.3 :: Eighteen HP: 68.5 | Buff: ENDURE
Akaith :: Royal Golden Dragon :: Fire Breath Whit
#6

Adonis, the mare would grasp the name, testing it out within her devious mind a few times before being assured that she would recall it should they cross paths again. Mild interest was shown as the steed continued speaking, a single brow raising curiously as he admitted to weaving a false tale beforehand. It wasn’t that the mare and dragon pair knew, more that he seemed to be the sort of stallion who did have a story to tell. Most who arrived at Helovia were running, fleeing from something, whether a dark past or merely moving on, but the stallion’s previous story was so dull and lifeless, and he spoke it in such a detached manner that Mirage did have to wonder at its truthfulness.

But he weaved a story now that was heartfelt, the emotions playing across his façade as he intoned particular names and actions spoke league more than the bland regurgitation of words he tried to give her earlier. Silently the mare listened, and accepted his story – she even almost felt sorry for him. His actions were made in the name of love, and love was something Mirage thought she understood, maybe a little better than most. Maybe not, she thought wryly, but then she was educated enough on how emotions affected individuals to know that love was a potent force not to the toyed with.

“You acted out of love, Adonis, as did your beloved. There is nothing to forgive, in my eyes.”

Her words were deliberate, spoken in a hushed whisper that articulated the wisdom the mare possessed behind those fathomless golden eyes. “It is a shame Sheila could not join you on your journey here.” Sadness for his plight was conveyed through her clear voice, but she pushed onwards with her speech. “But you know now that she is alive, and as long as that is the case, so too is her love for you – cherish that, Adonis, for though it often seems like a curse, love is a gift.” The mare was not accustomed to shedding her thoughts on the plight of complete strangers so easily, but her voice rolled easily off her tongue, it probably appeared as if she was well practised indeed at offering such advice to such impossible situations. Having been in a number of impossible situations herself, perhaps she was suitable for the task after all.

“If a purpose is truly what you seek I may be able to offer you one.” It was after a pause, so that her words beforehand could sink in a little deeper. “My kin label themselves the Qian, and call me their WeyrLeader – we are pledged to protect each other and in turn be protected.” Another pause, so that she might gauge his reaction to her proposal.

“I am devoted to the Qian just as you were to Sheila.” She said quietly, trying to get the point across that her followers were not just any random band of friends that got together sometimes. No, they were growing, becoming stronger and more organised. Each held a similar bond to the mare that stood before Adonis, and she wondered what he would think of such a group.

“We do not have a homeland –yet- though the Deep Forest to the South of here is accommodating for now. You arrive in troubled times, Adonis.” A sigh rocked her frame, she knew not how much more she could or should divulge. So there she halted her speed, and awaited a reaction from the steed.



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