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02-15-2013, 11:53 AM
Mauja continues to question me, and I wish to scream. Can't you just give in!> I sigh, knowing he has a point. My ears are flicked back, that small moment of joy and happiness was now gone, slipped from my grasp. "I wouldn't necessarily expect you to do much as the father of the child. I guess I'd think you'd teach the child once and a while. But you need not worry about the child unless you really want to..." I tilt my head, giving a soft smile.
My heart reached for Mauja, my blue eyes drifting to him. Mauja, my love. I feel contained. My heart longs for you but I cannot reach you. Why must everything be this way? I speak within my head, sighing. Mauja's voice brings me back, and I turn my head towards him. Without hesitation I speak, tears still slipping down my cheeks. "If the child... left me?" I pause, thinking about this. What would I do? Run after the child? Cry some more? No. I would follow the child, speak with them. Yes, that sounded about right. "I-I would speak with the child. I would follow them, and ask them why they left me. I suppose that's the best thing to do..." I stare at the ground, my cloven hooves digging further into the snow.
The pain in my heart, it felt like a burning fire. Growing larger as the seconds ticked by. For every second I stood beside Mauja the pain grew. Soon enough it would become unbearable and I would brake yet again. I can feel heat slowly rising from Mauja's white body, and I press against him, still cold. Everything seemed to stop. Time remained unmoving, and it seemed that only here and now mattered. I can see the sun slowly dipping down, below the horizon. The moon is already slipping up into the sky. It's so late... I sigh, feeling comforted. I wanted this moment to last. That is, if Mauja had loved me. But he did not, so this moment couldn't be very romantic.
And it never will be.
[[Very bad post. ;__;]]
My heart reached for Mauja, my blue eyes drifting to him. Mauja, my love. I feel contained. My heart longs for you but I cannot reach you. Why must everything be this way? I speak within my head, sighing. Mauja's voice brings me back, and I turn my head towards him. Without hesitation I speak, tears still slipping down my cheeks. "If the child... left me?" I pause, thinking about this. What would I do? Run after the child? Cry some more? No. I would follow the child, speak with them. Yes, that sounded about right. "I-I would speak with the child. I would follow them, and ask them why they left me. I suppose that's the best thing to do..." I stare at the ground, my cloven hooves digging further into the snow.
The pain in my heart, it felt like a burning fire. Growing larger as the seconds ticked by. For every second I stood beside Mauja the pain grew. Soon enough it would become unbearable and I would brake yet again. I can feel heat slowly rising from Mauja's white body, and I press against him, still cold. Everything seemed to stop. Time remained unmoving, and it seemed that only here and now mattered. I can see the sun slowly dipping down, below the horizon. The moon is already slipping up into the sky. It's so late... I sigh, feeling comforted. I wanted this moment to last. That is, if Mauja had loved me. But he did not, so this moment couldn't be very romantic.
And it never will be.
[[Very bad post. ;__;]]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much,
And my scars remind us the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel
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My weakness is that I care too much,
And my scars remind us the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel
