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Lakota the Poisoner Posts: 278
Deceased atk: 5.5 | def: 9.0 | dam: 4.5
Mare :: Equine :: 15.1hh :: 7 Years HP: 64 | Buff: NOVICE
Aodaun :: Polar Bear :: Terrorize Brit
#1
 LAKOTA</style>
 my heart is a hollow place for the devil to dance again</style>



The lake of lovers.

It felt wrong for Lakota to call it that, though she knew that was a name known well by everyone else. Aodaun was growing throughout Tallsun, but he was suffering in the heat, his thick snowy coat trapping it in. Lakota suffered with him, and so that morning they had set out while the world was still cool, leaving under the cover of the dawn. The river of the meadow was nearer, but Lakota had yet to explore the grove that intrigued her so. It made her think of Ithrim, of how he would have been the type to surprise her with such a place. She could imagine his goofy half-smirk half-smile, how he’d usher her in and laugh at her expression of surprise. It made her heart ache, but it seemed like she didn’t feel so sad about him anymore. It made her panic, and for days she had been trying to figure out exactly why. Why now? Why was she only now letting him go? It wasn’t a bad thing, for she knew he wanted her to move on and find love again. But it also terrified her, for she didn’t want to be without his memory. His face was always so clear in her mind, but what if it disappeared? Lakota was assured by her own everlasting love for him, but her own hesitance for finding love made every emotion conflict with the next.

Aodaun made a happy growling sound when he charged past the drooping boughs of the willows and discovered the cool shaded grove, the perfect blue of the water. He went barreling into it, sending up a spray of water in his joy. Yanked out of her thoughts she laughed out loud at his actions, feeling much safer and willing to let go of her reservations when alone. For once it wasn’t mocking or harsh, but soft and lilting. Ao turned and made a howling growl at her, pulling at their bond to entice her into play. Smiling she sent her own joy through their bond and he only crashed more exuberantly through the water. Lakota went jogging after him and leapt into the water, sending up a spray of diamonds that reflected the rising sun of summer. Aodaun growled happily and charged after her, the two of them initiating a game of tag that stimulated the flow of happiness through their bond. He was her precious guardian, but he was still just a cub, and she always took time out of her day to entertain him. One day he would be a fighter, just like her, but she did not want his emotions to be stunted like hers. Lakota wanted their bond to be more precious than anything else in the world. Aodaun eventually chased Lakota out of the water and onto a bed of cool, long grass. Lakota let him circle her, as if he were herding her, and she trumpeted and laughed and let herself be influenced by his feelings. Just as companions were swayed by the emotions of their bonded, so were the equines swayed by the emotions of their companions. He made her loosen up, enjoy herself, simply because he was enjoying himself too.

Laughing and out of breath, she flopped down onto her side. Ao growled triumphantly and pounced onto her stomach, ever careful of his claws. Lakota huffed out a breath at his weight and laughed harder, though her chest protested at her revelry through lack of air. Lakota rolled onto her spine and Aodaun went rolling off with a surprised sound, and Lakota couldn’t help but laugh once more. It seemed she couldn’t stop, and it just continued to grow, brighter and happier and softer with every repetition. Ao pounced on her again and they rolled together over the grass. Once more she dislodged him and ended up on her right side, pressed fully against the grass that they had flattened in their play. Her long obsidian mane was splayed out across the vibrant green, plum doing the same. Aodaun pounced again, growling excitedly. His paws touched her cheeks, and he looked down into her eyes lovingly. Lakota smiled and made a soft sound in her throat that he returned. Playfully she jerked her head up and moved to her knees, shins pressed into the grass they played in. Ao went sprawling onto his back and Lakota nuzzled his fluffy tummy with her muzzle, laughing. Aodaun rolled out from her loving attack and ran in an excited circle to throw himself onto her snowy spine, as if he had born from that color. Lakota laughed until her lungs burned, smiling so wide she felt like she could light the sun all over again. The two of them continued to roll and wrestle, and Lakota knew that when he got older and larger it would only be more fun. They both seemed to be grateful for the grove’s cool shade and the water that had long since dried on both of their coats, though Aoduan especially seemed quite happy with the shade Lakota had lovingly presented him with. It was not a lake of lovers to them, no it was their own private paradise where nobody could see them open up their hearts to the skies.



Nadira Posts: 76
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Mare :: Unicorn :: 14.2 :: 2 years (Birdsong)
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#2

it has come to pass...

The Secret Grove… So this is what it looked like. Better in person than described. The blank portrait of a pristine unicorn mare entered into the willows. The flimsy branches brushed against her flanks and tickled her spine. A few blooming flowers caught hold of her silky mess and clung to the knotted strands. The river that divided the grove was calm that day, and the mare took to quenching her thirst. The tranquility of the atmosphere was enough to almost attempt resting. She couldn’t remember the last time she had slept. Insomnia had taken hold of her and had not released its death grip on her. Funny how she didn’t feel tired, and her wandering bones did not protest. Strange.

Soon, she would have to at least seek some peace and rest. It would seriously be the death of her if she did not at least close her sapphires even just a wink. Lifting her maw from the surface of the creek, NADIRA let her gaze settle over her options of the landscape. She caught hold of a shady spot, under a huge willow, that even had the privacy of curtains made from its draping branches. Perfect. Ambling her way over to the mossy bedding, she circled a few times, in place, and then elegantly lowered her petite frame to the cushy floor.

Inhaling deeply and exhaling, the unicorn placed her pretty head on her front limbs and in no time, her world went dark. Slumber had come quickly for her, and with no price of nightmares to speak of. It was the shrill of laughing and splashing that startled the mare from her sleep. Lifting her façade with ease, she let her glaciers peer through the branches to see a mare and her companion enjoying the day, seeming to have no worries for the moment and enjoying letting loose.

It was times like these NADIRA wished she too could have a companion to always keep her from being lonely. But the life of a gypsy had not been easy, and she had grown accustomed to not keeping friends. Always on the move, watching her back with every step she took. But now, it was different. Now she didn’t have to worry about the Hunters finding her. Now, all she had to worry about was the events that were taking place within the Foothills. She wasn’t quite sure if it was karma that had followed her here, or if she had just arrived during at time of revolt.

The mare who pranced about and rolled easily over the green finery, looked awefully familiar. Even if it had only been but a moment, they had crossed paths, but where, and when? As she dug deeper into the bottomless pit of her memory, the light switch came on, and the milky mare’s ears flashed forward. It couldn’t be, could it? That mare could not possibly be the same mare who had threatened that stallion in the marsh. She wondered what had ever happened to that stallion. Whatever the outcome, she felt he deserved every ounce, except death.

NADIRA wondered if she should let the mare know she was there. But decided against it, at least for the time being. She didn’t wish to interrupt the free time she and her companion seemed to need. Instead, she enjoyed the entertainment they produced and caught herself having to hold in her own giggles. Was such a mare capable of such harsh words she had spoken to the stallion? The snowy unicorn wondered silently.




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N A D I R A
the essence of timeless beauty



Thayne Posts: N/A
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#3
You Say That Love Goes Anywhere; In Your Darkest Time, It’s Just Enough To Know It’s There.
It seemed he would never quite get used to the heat that came with Tallsun. The sun shone brightly, the hot rays permeating in the dark depths of his coat and wrapping him in a stuffy embrace that honestly, Thayne could do without being in. The heat was something that he wasn't used to, for back home in Sliccic, the summers were mild and winters cold. While he had never been too sure as to why the weather acted as it did, the steely-grey stallion simply summed it up to the location of his home; nestled at the base of a set of mountains, Sliccic had been plentiful for many reservations. Due to that very reason, his body had developed under such situations, and now, thrust into this unmerciful heat... Well, all in all, the Warlander knew he would need to find some place cooler to spend the rest of the sweltering afternoon, less he overheat.

Paced at a calm, almost lazy, dragging walk, Thayne parused through the thick branches and trees of the shade he had found himself in. His journey had started in the Thistle Meadow, where he had slept during the night, his only companion the bubbling of the nearby stream and the gentle fingers of moonlight that stroked his dark coat as he slept. While the morning had started cool, the empire had eventually surrendered to the ferocity that was the sun. Perhaps, he mused as he lifted a large, feather-covered hoof over a tangle of fallen tree limbs, that was why many feared the God of the Sun...

Soft green eyes lingered on the yellowed-greenery of the grove he had found himself in, surely a result of the intense heat that had swallowed up nearly all of Helovia. It made his lips twitch downards, for this place was truly beautiful... And even though it was suffering due to Tallsun, at the same time, it wasn't. It was rich and alive here in the Secret Grove, living pure in its earthly beauty and inviting scents. The thick canopy of trees and other such vegetation provided the dark Warlander with an ample amount of shade, which acted like a soothing balm to a burn. A relieved breath escaped his maw, revelling in the cool atmosphere. This is what he had been needing...

Nothing but silence had reigned through the grove, which he had been completely content with... But suddenly, a sound attracted his attention, something unfamiliar but not necessariy unwarranted. The sweaty stag came to an abrupt halt, his ears snapping forward and head raising at attention. A growling came from a ways in front of him, followes seconds later by the crisp sound of a rather beautiful laughter... While at first he had been alarmed, Thayne realized moments later that there was nothing to fear. For why would somone be laughing at a growling beast? For a brief moment the Warlander hesitated with himself, uncertain if he should approach. What if whoever it was wished to remain alone?

For a minute or two the large brute stood there in the dancing shadows of the Grove, fighting with himself over what he should decide... But it was another bark of laughter from paces away that finally caused the coal-colored stallion to make up his mind. The crimped, silvered strands of his tail gave a brief flick in curiosity, and mind made up, he ventured on, hoping he wasn't making some kind of mistake by intrusion.

Due to his sheer size and mass, it wasn't too difficult to shove the vegetation clear from around him. Low hanging branches and tall grasses pulled and scraped at his sweat-soaked hide, but he paid it little mind. The stallion came to a clearing, standing underneath the weeping bows of a willow tree, and it was there that he spotted two that were obviously in the mids of a joyful playtime. An obviously young white bear-cub pranced about a mare that was only too familiar to Thayne's green eyes, and he watched as they shared a few beautiful, playful moments that were surely meant for no other eyes.

It was Lakota, his mind told him, the blue roan mare who he had met only weeks before. While they hadn't spoken much, Thayne had found himself captivated by the mystery that was Lakota. She was quite unlike any other mare he had ever crossed paths with; genuine but uncertain, questioning not only herself but the others around her... And that strong, brave, admirable facade was hiding something deep inside her blue-hued breast, anguish and unfathomable sadness unlike Thayne was sure he had ever experienced. Since their first meeting, her beautiful, lavender eyes had lingered in the back of his mind, dancing about in his dreams and causing many questions to rise in his cranium. Had he wanted to see her again? Yes, of course, for she was simply intriguing... The pieces of a complex puzzle that left Thayne curious as to what would happen, if he could place the intricate pieces together.

It was during a pause in their playful romp that Thayne decided to let himself known. Hopefully he wouldn't frighten or bother Lakota, or her curious companion by arriving. If so, then the Warlander planned to turn right back around and let her be. Clearing his throat, the stallion spoke, the deep timbre of his voice resonating through the peaceful Grove.

"Lakota... It's wonderful to see you again." He said with a heartfelt smile, the dark corners of his lips upturning and green eyes shining with warmth, "I hope you've been well since we last saw each other?"

[ooc: I. Am. So. So. So. So. Sorry that this took me so long. <3 I hope we can continue with the wonderful goodness? :D Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN, BRIT! <3]


thayne

Lakota the Poisoner Posts: 278
Deceased atk: 5.5 | def: 9.0 | dam: 4.5
Mare :: Equine :: 15.1hh :: 7 Years HP: 64 | Buff: NOVICE
Aodaun :: Polar Bear :: Terrorize Brit
#4
 LAKOTA</style>
 my heart is a hollow place for the devil to dance again</style>



::ooc: This is set almost directly before the invasion for plot and IC purposes, s3ilver, as Sparrow and I already discussed this. Hope it isn't a problem!::

Though in their play they are oblivious, it is not entirely the fault of their lowered defenses when others arrive and they are unaware. The heat is nearly stagnant outside of the Grove, and there is still little breeze despite the graciously cool atmosphere, of which is rich with grass and forestry that cloys in the senses and hides quite well most scents. Was that why it was a paradise for secret lovers, because even after their direct departure their scents would be muddled enough to be indistinguishable? Whatever the reason, the two were completely unaware of the bloodless mare in the shadows, unmindful of the fact that their most private, sanctified moment was being bared to a woman they hardly knew. Perhaps it was for the best that they did not know, for the two rolled and laughed with the chorus of delight that nobody was ever meant to hear. Lakota was aristocratic and cold, didn't allow even her closest companions to see her in such a state. If she ever was discovered, she'd likely be mortified. Or hide it with anger, as she did most emotions.

At last they rolled to a slow, Lakota's lean body drawn out along the crushed grass, the aroma flowing freely as its blades were crumpled. Aodaun gave one last tired pounced and ended up on her stomach, making her breath huff out in a laugh. Deep, liquid brown eyes stared back at her, the faintest tint of purple in their depths, as if their intertwined souls had changed a part of him. Lakota smiled at him when the fluffy body wiggled tiredly across her stomach to her shoulders, giving a soft whine as he showered her with love and gratitude for bringing him to the Grove. Lakota was the sort to be eternally aware of how everybody else felt, and always went out of her way to make it happen, though almost always in secret, and only to those who managed to gain her respect or love. Ao's head fell to her neck, and for a while they just stared at each other, locked in a mental embrace that had a soft smile on Lakota's face. Aodaun was the only soul to completely understand her since arriving in Helovia, and he brought out the softness that was so hard to find within herself. "I love you," she said quietly, though it was nothing close to a whisper, for she still believed they were alone. Aodaun didn't quite grasp spoken language, but the same half-whine, half-growl met her words.

Peace was shattered by the approach of something in the undergrowth, though whoever it was had been sufficiently quiet until they actually broke through the direct barrier of the woods around the bonded pair. It wasn't too surprising, really, for he stood beneath the boughs of a long-limbed tree. Both bodies jumped and moved like magnets, Aodaun instantly moving to stand in front of Lakota, hackles up like a cat and growling protectively. Naught but a cub, it was likely more amusing than threatening, but the real threat stood behind him. Recognition didn't set in before instinct, and so she reacted on the latter. Long limbs rolled her to her feet as fast as she could without risking harm or embarrassment, ears pinned and stance wide and ready. The soft timbre of the voice that spoke made her freeze rather visibly, slanted eyes quickly widening into a dumbfounded, owlish expression that revealed too much of her surprise. Feeling rather embarrassed at her own fighting instincts, she corrected her stance and let her listeners flick back up to pay attention to the smooth velvet of his voice. Aodaun looked between them, confused by the sudden change in her emotions. Whining he flopped down onto his belly, deciding Thayne was not a threat. He normally would go chasing around the stallion's legs, but Lakota's romp had thoroughly tired him out. Said mare's embarrassment was like a flaring beacon, one she tried unsuccessfully to hide. Normally she would be unapologetic for her behavior, but Thayne was a kind soul, one she would feel terrible to hurt. It was like staring into the face of a newborn, she was helpless against his chivalrous nature. Saving him from the harsh, naive words of another female in the meadows without a second thought, he'd left her with a rather good impression of him.

His words flustered her slightly, though not too obviously. Why would he be pleased to see her? She certainly wasn't much, especially not with the temper she'd shown that first time they'd met, and the wreck of emotions she became at the end of the confrontation. To her, showing that much was a weakness, and so assumed he would think the same. However she couldn't be cruel to such blatant benevolence, and so a smile tugged at her own lips. It was part unsure, part shy at having been caught by him- once again- at a weak moment. "I have been well, thank you. It is nice to see you again, Thayne," she replied, tone polite but with a lingering honesty behind it, a subtle warmth that betrayed the fact that she really did like his character. Much like Ktulu, he had quickly won her favor. Aodaun finally got the energy back that he'd so desired, though it wasn't hard at his age, and went zipping between Thayne's legs like he'd wanted. Kota did nothing to call him back, both doubting Thayne would mind and not wanting to reprimand him after seeing such joy on his face. "I...I apologize that you caught me at such a time, it's not very respectable or flattering," she found herself saying. It was only polite, after all, for he surely found her some sort of vagrant for playing in the grass like a two month old filly. Even so, she was more pleasant in demeanor with him than she usually was with those she hadn't known long, and again she found herself comparing him to the likes of her Grey family, who had grown into her heart so quickly with their admirable qualities.



Thayne Posts: N/A
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#5
You're the Closest to Heaven That I'll Ever Be, And I Don't Want to Go Home Right Now
Perhaps, when Thayne was to look back on this situation, he would change how he went about announcing himself. It was a rather foolhardy move, he admitted, simply sneaking up on a trained warrior and her companion... But, alas, that was not now, and Thayne realized his mistake merely moments after he made it. His words, which had meant to be welcoming and kind, seemed to have the opposite effect as emerald orbs watched with shocked surprise as Lakota and her ivory companion both bolted to their feet. The polar bear cub, who's name Thayne did not know, growled at him in what was supposed to be a threatening way... But alas, the cub was just that; a cub, and in the Warlander's personal opinion, the sound made him look rather adorable. Still, the willingness to protect Lakota was commemorable.

It was then that those same, sheepish eyes turned to the said mare, and he reveled in her appearance. Tattered and uncertain she seemed, but he knew that deep down, she was so much more. While he knew her, Thayne found himself wanting to get to know her, on a far deeper level than the simple acquaintanship that they found themselves in. Lakota moved like a warrior, planting her legs firmly and spread far enough that should an attacker charge, she could fend them off in a show of dominance and prowess. Her slender, lavender irises caught his attention, drawing his gaze to meet with hers before that dark, dangerous look seemed to vacate everything that she was. She blinked at him, as if coming out of a strange daze spurred on by instinct rather than reason.

Knowing that he had startled her and her polar bear cub, Thayne spoke, his octaves dropping deeper in apology. Steely-grey ears tipped back slightly in a sheepish way, head dipping low so that the strands of his thick, ivory mane hung low beside his breast. "I apologize, Lakota, I didn't mean to startle you, or your magnificent friend." He paused, listening to her speak then, pleased that she had been well. For some odd reason, the thought caused relief to bubble up from the depths of his girth. "If I am intruding upon your personal time, I am willing to leave, if you'd like...?"

Then, the small, icy cub that had previously plopped down upon the ground to rest, seemed to rekindle the youthful energy that graced younglings and rose to his massive paws once more. He darted forward, and Thayne could easily read the excitement that played upon the cub's finely sculpted features. It was because of this that the large draft didn't bolt or step away when the polar bear cub came weaving through the thick, feathered pillars that made up the stallion's legs. A warm chuckle escaped Thayne's upturned lips, and his eyes drifted from the ivory youth's exhuberant play to Lakota's lean frame. His eyes met her lavender ones, and he smiled.

'I... I apologize that you caught me at such a time, it's not very respectable or flattering.'

Lakota's vocals, soft and lovely as they were, caused the steely Warlander's ears to flick forward, surprise evident in the softness of his green eyes. Did she think that her time of leisure and play would be looked down upon? Did she think that he would think less of her, simply becaus she decided to let down the heavy mantle that rested upon her shoulders and enjoy the simple things in life? It was the small things, Thayne had realized later in his life, that made being alive so wonderful.

Deciding to quell the worry that she might be feeling before it could further develop, Thayne gave his large head a soft shake, the elegant strands of his mane swaying slightly due to the motion. "No, Lakota, there's no need at all to apologize to me... It fills me with joy to see you so happy." A strange thing to say, indeed, but the truth nonetheless. "Call me foolish if you will, but I've been worried of your well-being since we parted ways. I'm relieved to see you so well." Not that he didn't believe that Lakota could handle herself... That wasn't what he meant at all. It was simply that, since their meeting, the lithe blue roan seemed to continuously pop up in the Warlander's head at the most unexpected of times.

His eyes lifted from the blue roan mare, roaming over the thick trees that blotted out the sun. It truly was remarkably cooler beneath this thick canopy of trees than it was on the outside of the grove... Perhaps he would continue to come here during the rest of Tallsun.

It was then that the draft dipped his head to the polar bear that played at his heels, that same, gentle smile pulling at his lips. "Your companion here is lovely... Could I ask his name?" Large hips shifted, a rear leg lifting slightly as he leaned further upon his left hind leg, a posture that spoke just how comfortable he was in Lakota's presence. And why shouldn't he be? She was an enigma, yes, but she was kind to him... That alone was wonderful to behold. Friends were few and far between for the silvered stag, especially here in Helovia... It would be nice to have a good friend to rely on.

"This place... Goodness, it's much cooler here than the rest of Helovia. I don't believe I've ever lived in a place where the heat of summer grows to be so unbearable." Thayne paused in his outloud musings, looking to Lakota and then flashing her a timid little smile. "If you're not busy, perhaps you and your lovely friend would like to spend the day with me? I've never been here before... It seems like the perfect place to relax."


thayne

Lakota the Poisoner Posts: 278
Deceased atk: 5.5 | def: 9.0 | dam: 4.5
Mare :: Equine :: 15.1hh :: 7 Years HP: 64 | Buff: NOVICE
Aodaun :: Polar Bear :: Terrorize Brit
#6
Lakota
                     Her smile makes you wonder where she's been



Warriors do not have the luxury of thinking, merely the one of reacting. A lioness does not behave as a kitten when surprised, regardless of whether it is her mate or her killer that shocks her so. Lean sapphire body gleamed healthily beneath the dancing lights, illuminating at odd, indecipherable moments the deep plum of her gaze. Long legs may be lean, with a deceptive frailty to them, but there is no physical fragility in her heart. It roars and beats as heavily as a Native's drum within her chest. Small she may be in comparison to the threat she has not yet categorized, but pride will not allow her to fall beneath someone larger than her simply because she is half their size. It is a tense moment in which the air falls still, and the trees dare not breathe for fear a stirring leaf may change this moment drastically as fate unraveled her silken threads between these two figures. Lakota would never forgive herself for attacking someone without placing their face or questioning their presence, and she would never allow herself to live again had it ended up happening to the gentle giant standing mere lengths away, gazing on in surprise. On a day far older than this, he had seen the crushed velvet remains that were her heart upon the frigid, alabaster background of snow that was her defensive personality. It was impossible for her to hide that weakness from him now, when his eyes had already seen her form at what she considered its worst. And now he saw her again, ruffled but ready to attack, after having been playing about like a fool.

Would she never give him the right impression?

Mindlessly she scolded herself. Why the hell should she care what impression she gave off? She never had before! And shockingly it was that sentence that scared her the most. Thayne was a gentleman, a patient soul with the sweetest eyes she'd ever seen. Perhaps they did not twinkle with mischief like Ithrim's, but Kota would die of heartache if she ever met somebody who held such a gaze. Falling seemed not only foolhardy, but impossible. There was surely no love left in the broken vase of her heart to give to anyone, much less a brute she still hardly knew. Gaze so soft, so open that she just wanted to fall into it and let him wash away everything bad about herself that she had put up in the attempts to drive others away. But no. She was not that weak, and though her form melted like thawing ice into beauty and not danger, inside she began telling herself that this soul surely had to be rotten somewhere too. If she didn't...she feared she might actually make a friend.

But of course, even the largest glacier melts under consistent attention of the sun. Lakota mused that she must be one small glacier if the sheepish apology that tumbled from his dark maw had her giving a ghost of a smile in return. Her own light, surprisingly feminine voice reached a soprano octave when she was not roaring or growling like a bear to threaten others. Maybe she had a little man complex. Surrounded- surprising as it was- mostly by females in her band, the depth of his voice shook her like thunder without ever touching her. Such simple things that can touch the mind and change the thoughts within. But then she was struck by the irony of the estrogen in her herd, and realized they were rather like female Amazons, and lost all danger signals within her internal laughter. And oh who cared if she marveled out how he talked? It wasn't bad, by the Gods! Though Aodaun sure was giving her a queer stare...

Stupid polar bear.

Pointed look and flash of fang told her he'd heard that.

Eh, he knew she loved him.

Of course little Ao cared far more for the praise showered onto him than on Lakota's internal strife, and turned towards Thayne with a growl of clear pleasure. Fur spread, puffing out like a house cat to the largest size the cub could manage, dark violet eyes just a few shades deeper than her own gleamed with joy. Lakota couldn't help the fond smile on her lips, and found she didn't truly care to erase it in Thayne's presence. Blame it on what a good day she was having. She found no urge to speak as Thayne entertained her child, the babe indulging far too much but Lakota unwilling to order him out of it. He looked too peaceful in this state. When vocals began to work again, her gaze had flickered up to meet Thayne's, royal lilac gaze framed by lashes that fluttered like the soft touch of a butterfly's wings with the constantly swaying light in the trees. Smile on his face took her by surprise, and the one that had already formed halfway upon her visage upon viewing her babe's delight quivered in confusion. This was a dangerous game she was playing, being friendly with him, but turning to a suddenly different personality would not make him feel any better. So instead she managed to smile back, a tinge of shy awkwardness that had never really left her as a filly, back when Ithrim had swept her off her delicate hooves with his charm.

"You're far from intruding. In fact, I would venture to say that my companion is rather a fan of your flattery. That, or you will soon have a bonded of your own should I dare to tell him we must leave," she chuckled. Aodaun sensed her thoughts and growled unhappily, biting at Thayne's tail playfully and exploring those funny mops at the end of his hooves. Why were they so delightfully furry? Ah yes, the ever-changing mind of children. With a shrug of small shoulders she waved away his apologies, knowing it was merely situational. "Do not apologize. I should have been more alert, not so indulgent. It is a pleasure to see you again, are you well?" Oh yes, you may think this is strange, how Lakota is being so flawlessly kind. Benevolent, even. There are two reasons to this behavior, one which caused Kota much pain to walk down memory lane with. Princessitude or whatever the hell they called it was not a life of sugar and splendor. Propriety was your life, and if you had no mannerisms you were a soiled patch upon the pristine length of royalty. Killers and savages they may have been in her old home, but they had also had a mighty kingdom. Lakota knew words better than her own soul, could spin them like silk and buttercream off her tongue. This is where the second comes into play. Thayne made it too easy, made her feel like what she said was actually sincere. And...it was nice. So long as it did not interrupt her duties as a part of the Grey...surely she could indulge in the pleasant company of another?

His own apologies come flowing directly after hers, and obsidian audits flickered up in clear surprise. It's nearly comical how normally foxily slanted irises could look so youthful when shocked, but the vixen was astounded that Thayne did not only refuse to judge her for her terrible childish antics, but even encouraged them! Surprised pleasure flourished on her face before she could hide it, and had she the ability her cheeks would be flushed a light shade of pink. But even without the color being revealed upon her cheekbones, the emotion itself was glaringly obvious like the rapid blooming of a rose on her features. He had been concerned for her? He felt joy, merely in seeing her happy? It is hard to adjust to such kindness when all you have experienced for so long is brutality, lies, deception, and contempt. Breath left her in a little exhale, almost as if she had been lightly bumped and taken by surprise. Even so, distrust and wariness slid cruelly into her gaze. They lurked beneath the joy she tried to revel in, that somebody might actually care about her and not just her fighting abilities. Was he lying? Was he trying to gain something? Before she could help it words fell from her muzzle, shock and delight lacing her tongue like the sweetest sugar she'd ever tasted. Someone might actually care, might actually see past the prickly spines she had glued so diligently to herself. "You were worried about me?" Oh how she hoped she didn't sound too hopeful. Begging for herself to sound nonchalant, even politely surprised, but with how fast it had slipped off her lips she doubted it would go as she desired.

Surely it was just Tallsun that made her feel warm in the face.

Thank goodness his soulful eyes did not remain on her, for his were surely the largest windows to the soul she had ever seen. Lakota wasn't sure she knew yet if she liked it or not. It was certainly...intense. Not that anything revealed to her made her suspicious as to his character, of course. He was perhaps the most flawless being she had ever met, and for the shattered mercenary that was a hard thing to navigate. So instead she latched onto the life preserver that was his question, Ao turning dark twin irises to her in clear question of her tangled emotions. He, too, was unused to the tangled mess of emotions inside her. They both seemed rather adrift in the tidal wave Thayne created in her. Pride groomed Aodaun well though, and he tumbled about in the cage of Thayne's feathered legs at the prospect of his title being relinquished to a stranger. A friend, of course, to him. This rolling about caused him to brush and bump the draft's legs, and though Lakota surprisingly did not fear for his safety, she feared for Thayne's patience with his childish energy. "His name is Aodaun, though I call him Ao." Sharp, excited yips similar to a canine escaped then. Clearly her furball of a babe was pleased to hear his name, and pressed awkwardly huge paws against Thayne's right foreleg. Standing and preening for attention.

Lakota could not hold back a hybrid between a laugh and a snort at his demands, thinking of him like a prize stud that glowed beneath knowing they were gorgeous. The relaxed posture that Thayne so clearly displayed had her following, almost desperately seeking the affection and kindness he so freely gave. It made her hate herself. Yet his amusing words kept her laughing softly, unable to reconstruct her guard with every new blow that landed so gently against it. How could she ever compose herself around such blatant benevolence? Even Lakota was not that cold, though she had tried her hardest to numb herself with the coldest of weathers. "It's terribly hot, isn't it? Poor Ao felt as though he was dying, though the two of us are no better off with our darker colors!" Grin slid wider, hopeful. Maybe this wasn't so bad after all. Smiling was only movement of facial muscles, right? That couldn't mean she wanted him as a friend. Nope. No way.

Timid little smile he flashed her melted her heart.

How could she say no to him? It was like saying no to a foal, and Lakota had always been a sucker for the innocents. Hana was proof of that, regardless of their shared blood. Lakota loved foals, loved innocence and had vowed to protect it. Surely spending a day with him was protecting it! And company did sound rather enticing...but that sheepish smile had sealed the deal. Again that little exhale of breath, the uncomfortable shuffle of her ears, the darting of her eyes as quick as a hummingbird's wings. Oh by the Gods, when had she become so obvious? "I'm sure there would be no harm..." And though she tried to sound as if she had other places to be, it was a total lie. Lakota had free reign as far as she knew, and would only return to Ktulu's side when she was needed. Lavender eyes flicked to him, and her own shy smile came. It showed every insecurity she had with this agreement set between them, to spend the day together. She was scared he was fooling her, that she would have to respond with fire to hide the burn she would receive on her own heart should she let him in too close. Terrified that she was losing herself, that she did not command his respect. Scared mindless at the idea of losing control, of letting him help her. Be her friend. Do anything remotely positive that had to do with her.

And it was all there, right on her face, when she accepted his offer with that same courageous heart that had prepared her for a battle ought not to have been thought of.

"I...well if you don't mind us ruining your plans...I'm sure Aodaun would love to. And...and I would like that, too."

Yes, she was awkward, but quiet hope had written itself in her eyes. Nobody was around to judge her for this weakness, so there would be nothing written. No witnesses. Should this break her further, there would be nobody to spread the word of her failures. Now she turned her relaxed- if jittery- posture to Thayne and moved closer in the fluid grace she could never rid herself of. Turning slightly so as to offer him the view of a half-turned left shoulder, she waited with curiously tilted ears for him to join her in a stroll. Muzzle quivered as if desiring to touch his, exchange scents in a mark of friendship that meant more to her than most others. Gaze flickered from his muzzle, to Ao at his hooves, and to those soft spring eyes she marveled at. Good lord he better know how to handle her, because she was a trainwreck and didn't even know how to handle herself. Much less conduct the both of them in a manner that wouldn't leave them both tangled in the mess of her emotions.

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