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Knox Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 7.5 | dam: 6.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17hh :: 7 Years [Tallsun] HP: 67.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Jen
#1



The hunter basks in the moonlight like a cat on a sunlit rock. Cloaked in shadow and with nothing to fear, he brings his body beside the shore of the frigid spectral marsh and relaxes tired and powerful muscles. Days of wandering the wilds and making several encounters of odd natures have worn him, and so now he does all that he can to resist the temptation to submerge himself in the marsh's seemingly innocent waters. By daylight they are grim and filled with mire, but under cover of night they appear nothing but a deep black that the dark-hearted stallion finds comforting. They are dark, but not in any sort of sinister way. They are the dark of his father's rich blood, repelling the shadows of his mother's influence. Knox stiffens and shakes out his curly mane so that it catches in the firm Orangemoon wind, as if it will cast out the thoughts that plague his aching consciousness.

Manhattan is all that brings him comfort now. Supportive as ever, she stands alert by his side, her bright blue eyes scanning the marsh for any sign of life. Life to quench and destroy- to snap between her poisonous jaws and make a meal of. The pair are somewhat unstoppable with the magic they share between them. His cloak works well enough to hide him from the careful eyes of prey that have long since learned to fear him, and the silver smoke that trails from his eyes whenever magic stirs within him is enough to send any creature in the wrong direction. Her terrors act as a perfect distraction- her poison is enough to take down any small game if they can corner it effectively. They are a formidable pair... on most days.

Tonight they rest, at the very least rest as much as they can. The dark duo are always alert and on watch, fending off paranoia and sating deep hungers. Manhattan plants her paws firmly at the water's very edge, but she knows better than to enter the deep. It is her grounded logic that keeps Knox away from the danger himself. He watches over the marsh as if he is its guardian, remembering those he has met in the wilds with a strange sort of dis-attachment. He pictures his father, the Sentinel of the Woodlands, standing as he does now.

It is strange, Knox thinks, to be proud of a father. It is curious that mother's indoctrinations have never led him to forget Roanne's memory; that the bridle wrapped about his face is something that he totes with pride. He looks down at Manhattan, his cloak still wrapped around him, melding him with the shadows and hiding him from any prying eyes. She turns her gaze to meet his own, and there is a certain understanding there. He is not his mother's greatest achievement- Manhattan is proud of him even more for that.

[[ For M.E. :) ]]



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Bernadette Posts: 14
World's Edge Mare
Mare :: Equine :: 14 hh :: 4
M.E.
#2





Suffocation; it was suffocating.

Madness; it was maddening.

Insanity; it was wrenching the life from her bones.

Darkness; the shadows were closing in.

Fanged, furious beasts they were.

Mocking, jealous beasts.

Hateful of her happiness.

How dare she.

What gave you such ludicrous ideas for family? Friendship?


Sickening creature.


Her grey coat was impure with the crimson of her mania—for she ran without sight, heedless to the snatching branches and needled undergrowth of the foliage around her. Her skin was scratched and pierced by the clutching shadows, and her lacerations began to bead with tiny drops of her blood. Pieces of her mane and tail lay testament to her madness, hanging in the trees, snatched out by panic; her breath came out noisily, a quavering loss of her will—those white eyes of hers floated in the darkness, searching sightlessly for the gates of her freedom.

Look at you! Your beauty marred by your incessant worry.


Where was her freedom?

You hopeless swine. You were never a proper mare; now dare you believe these falsehoods.


What had she done to deserve this prison?

You were born, Piss-for-Brains.


Why won’t it end?

Give it up; stop fighting it. We only speak the truth; we are your reason, your rock, your meaning in your thoughtless, worthless existence. You are a Stallion. You made him proud. You were the epitome of his wealth, of his kingship. You were a pony made out of diamonds; you were his toy and his mirror.


Why won’t it end…?

Give it up. Heed our words, Bottom Boy. You only hurt yourself with petty wishes and lies, with false image and bravado. You were never a mare. You will never be a mare. And to change your true place in the world will only bring you heartbreak.


“I’m a mare.”

No! You’re not! Stop chasing pavements, you pathetic—


I’M A MARE! the grey mare screamed, her voice shrill and her vocal chords ready to burst with the strain; she continued to barrel blindly through the darkness of the forest, completely lost in her way, her sight destroyed. She saw nothing; felt nothing, heard nothing. It was only the force of ancestral instinct that forced the petite fawnlet to dig in her hooves at the water’s edge. The evil presence of the liquid inflamed some old intuition deep inside; death permeated the mists on top of the water that she could not see. The fear that clawed in her belly threatened to shatter the mare from the inside—and she shrieked once more, a banshee’s lament, all of her misery and panic weaving through coarse shout that left her lips.


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Knox Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 7.5 | dam: 6.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17hh :: 7 Years [Tallsun] HP: 67.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Jen
#3



The hunter receives her voice like a call to action. Instantly Manhattan weaves between her master's legs and towards the source of the desperate, maddened cry. With Knox's mind firmly in control of his body, Manhattan is somewhat put at ease, but the stranger that approaches poses an uncomfortable threat. It is Knox, this time, who decides to interact. The hunter rolls his shoulders and sheds the magical cloak as if it is nothing more than a bothersome fly; as he emerges slowly from the shadow, he carries himself closer to the troubled mare. He feels strange, approaching her as if she is a friend.

But she is not a friend at all. She is just a sick, lonesome creature in this wretched, dying world. Her pain is almost tangible; he interprets her stance as a tacit acceptance of his approach when it is likely anything but. Unfortunately, Knox has never understood body language well, and so he walks on. His feathers trail in the cracked mud that cools and dries in the Orangemoon evening, leaving faint traces in the muck. Manhattan trots to keep up with Knox, flinging bits of pete up behind her but still staying silent. Her blue gaze flits uncomfortably back and forth between Knox and the strange mare. She trusts the hunter, but not the newcomer; she remains wary, and will for some time.

She trusts no one but him; he trusts no one but her. But others trust him, he knows this. The grey pegasus had trusted him enough to borrow his magic in return for whatever Zsoka has asked. Ophelia had trusted him when he knew no one- Tillas when she had stood unknowingly at death's door. Now he sees this vulnerable creature and feels the same pull. The pull to help her in the only way he knows how.

Like a song undetected in the midst of a crowd's chatter, silver mist drips from his eyes and climbs into those of the stranger. In the darkness of blindness, perhaps she will find calm- he hopes that she won't be spooked by his attempt. His voice becomes a guide- the soft sensation of his breathing upon her neck an attempt at a comfort. He has drawn so close to her now; so close that he can feel her body-heat burning in defiance of the Orangemoon wind.

"Are you scared?"

He says, at first, nothing else. Manhattan's tongue unfurls as poison instinctively floods her cheeks. The sick saliva drips from her powerful jaws, catching in the fur around her lips. Knox steps closer, hoping to press his warm, bridled features against the mare's neck and cheek. He casts his companion a sidelong glance, and sees the understanding in her eyes. On the command, she will know what to do.

"I can keep you safe."

His baritone is calculating and low, but there is a sense of sincerity and good intention behind every word. His hooves lift and dig into the soft earth, his tail flickers and shakes out the dirt through which it has been dragged. The soft, green glow of his bridle grounds him and leaves him feeling at peace. His eyes close; his lips part to gently brush against her crest. His voice lowers to a whisper; he pulls her closer like a lover.

"I can give you peace."


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Bernadette Posts: 14
World's Edge Mare
Mare :: Equine :: 14 hh :: 4
M.E.
#4





The mist that crept between her lids went unnoticed by the grey fawn; her white eyes were already blind in her red haze of madness. They were not hers anymore; they now belonged to the shadows that dared reach into her throat, tearing her mind and her brains asunder—wrenching control of herself and her body away from the miserable wretch, looking for complete destruction, domination. She could no longer feel the shallow cuts and bruises on her sides; her trembling legs didn’t register with her. The hoarse, panicked, feverish breathing that slipped passed her lips went unnoticed and forgotten. Her mind was gone—or at least, it was too turbulent to pay attention. Swirling as it was in the depth of her own pain, it was a wonder her mind didn’t already drown in the despair of her heart.

It was the voice of the shade that brought her partially back to awareness.

*"Are you scared?"*

It was not a voice the grey mare recognized—it was not a timbre that immediately registred friendship. Yet those soothing tones were almost enough to bring the mare back to herself.

What rubbish was this? Who dare approach Us? He should leave well enough alone.
Nosey shmuck.

Another shriek of agony began to claw at her throat; she wanted to answer his gentle inquiry, to tell him yes, sir, I am indeed terrified out of my mind—but her voice was not her own. The second she became aware of her lost control, the panic mounted, and she struggled against the prison of her own dappled hide.

We were having none of that. It belonged to Us now. Had the poor deluded soul returned to *her* rightful place as The Master’s plaything, *she* wouldn’t be in this situation. Too much freedom had been granted—and now We are here to take it back. Save *her* from herself. Make *her* see the darkness of *her* ways—or wrench the very life from *her* marrow in the doing. *She* didn’t deserve to live. If The Master met his end, it was certainly *her* duty to rot in his coffin, a sentinel and a testament to His glory.

Cuz he was rich.

*"I can keep you safe."*

Her tears fell then; all this time the grey mare had been running in dry fear of her own demons, but it was this little offer of protection that caused her heart to expand and break within the spiked ridges of her body. She could feel the stranger touching her; a warm, surprisingly thick neck and the light breathing of a tender muzzle tickled the side of her body, and she craved release. It was a distant sensation, mind—she was still too far lost for her to properly feel the dimensions of her own body—but she felt it nonetheless.

He was getting too close, much too close. It revolted Us, and we snorted, our ears pinning. *She* was pleased by it, the filthy slut; *she* enjoyed his embraces, his words of power and control, while it continued to nauseate Us. What a little traitor. It’s clear there was no redemption; *she* would need to be completely eliminated.

Please know, Mr., I never meant you any harm. I wish I could tell you how happy your words made me; I wish we could’ve been friends…

It was time to end *her*. I*She* brought Us nothing but inconvenience; it was surely time to break *her*.

Forgive me, Mr.

*"I can give you peace."*

“What presumption,” We snarled, stepping back and away from his sickening touch. Our eyes rolled, bleached and dead in the darkness. We snorted with *her* tiny muzzle, lashing *her* proud tail and looking this shadowy stranger straight into his ghastly visage. He couldn’t fool Us. He was bathed in the lake of sin; it billowed from him in pungent waves, the stench of his guilt almost unbearable to this innocent throat. Innocent—humph! How ridiculous. “You think you could bring her peace,” we said, mocking his supposed “gallantry”, teasing his sense of self-righteousness and stepping on his idea of chivalry. “She is more broken than you know.” Ignorant, nosy cur. A curse of burnt bacon on him.

The idea of him suddenly enraged us beyond rhyme or reason. We suddenly reared, blind and full of fire, Our hooves striking the air where we believed him to be. “LEAVE US,” we snarled, *her* voice catching violently on our rage. *She* wasn’t built to shriek in this manner, in the manner of rage. Just goes to show—she was never meant to live in the first place. Spineless.

Please forgive me, Mr.



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Knox Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 7.5 | dam: 6.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17hh :: 7 Years [Tallsun] HP: 67.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Jen
#5



The hunter listens with mounting suspicion to the words of the ill mare. They have a strange and bitter bite to them; even one as used to insanity as Manhattan finds them frighteningly caustic. The mutt, loyally protective, lets her hackles lift and her blunt claws embed themselves into the ground. For once, she fears, it is her master that will be too gentle in the face of a threat. Knox himself senses what is to come- eight minds working together in perfect synchronicity have proved themselves skilled at prediction. Perhaps it is the depth and wealth of their knowledge that together they possess, perhaps the species has simply devolved into a set of repeating patterns.

For whatever the reason, Knox prepares himself for the fight. He steps backwards with delicate force and plants himself firmly in the shore mud. He pulls his nose to his neck and paws the earth in anticipation.

Even when the mare strikes the air where he once stood, he makes no move against her. It is Manhattan who leaps from her place; Manhattan who lunges forth and hopes to seize the mare's tender flesh with her poison-edge jaws. Should she success, the effects will be immediate: a numbing of all senses, a loss of control over one's body and will until, perhaps, the weakness pulls them back to the earth from whence they came. Knox himself is transfixed. He remains unable to respond to the incident fully- stays still shocked by the swiftness with which Manhattan came unnecessarily to his aid.

But is it he who needs help, or this mare? Possessed and in a fit of insanity, the stranger reminds him of himself. Is there not something to connect to within her, then, troubled as she may be?

You must be the only one, greedy Zekiah thinks for him.
She is no more than a toy for you,Dovev assures.
Yuh must help hur, corrects the Sentinel.
You must save her, adds the noble Huric.

Death is all that can save her now.


Somehow, for some reason that he cannot describe, Knox knows that the first and oldest of them all is right. He knows this as he pitches back and rears to split the stale marsh air. He knows this as he speaks, softly to himself, "Farewell, lost one." He understands completely as his figure lurches forward and his wildly churning legs aim to strike the skull.

He knows he is doing right. For if he is not, the guilt will crush his soul.


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Bernadette Posts: 14
World's Edge Mare
Mare :: Equine :: 14 hh :: 4
M.E.
#6





It was with a bloodcurdling scream of shock, of anger and denial, that was met with the pain of the demon mutt’s fangs. She bit into Us, into this useless lump of diamonds of horseflesh; immediately Our control over *her* body began to decay, and we felt her extremities shake, her heart flutter dangerously, her head begin to pound painfully. We screamed once more, but it was purely in Our hate for that retched creature who dared end Us-- and her evil master, who prided himself with false gallantry. “No, no, no…not like this,” We found ourselves saying with *her* mouth, that quite, innocent voice warped into the reflection of Our horror. “No, no, no, she’s not supposed to die…not like this…”

For it was Our obligation to end the life of this cursed disciple. The thought of the sweet opportunity for blood-shed and the indignation of it being ripped away from Us—by a stranger, no less—sent Us into a flying rage, a wild anger induced, no doubt, by *her* inflamed brain. “She wasn’t supposed to die…by the hands of a child-killing psychopath!! We roared with her throat, flaying it raw with Our fury. She was a child in many things—young in heart and mind, innocent in blood-shed, and careless with herself.

The body of diamonds staggered here and there, a surely pitiful sight—*her* joints were weakened, and the flow of blood began to wane and become irregular due to *her* failing organs. *She* was blind—We were blind—and so We were left to fumble in the mists of the marsh alone in *her* darkness. Perhaps, had We given a moment of reflection, the situation could have been construed as a humbling, ironic twist. But no—We were very much affronted with the crimes of this strange gentleman and his poisoned canid.
“You…are a savage!! we screamed at him, *her* voice hoarse and destroyed by now with the rage and passion we induced, “You…are a maniac!! We bellowed at the highway man, meaning to wound his sense of honor and mock his supposed heroism. It was Our last and only defense against our demise. “You are a bandit….and I—“ *her* eyes became frightful, bone-white orbs, bulging and reflecting our panic,—I AM A GODDAMN—!!


Mare.


With the striking of the black stallion’s hoof, the Shadows disappeared altogether, returned to ashes and dust, ended as parasites might when their host body dies. Indeed, the quick, precise blows to the head of the grey mare proved to do just that; the eyes became dull and lifeless almost at once, the fire of life draining from their depths; the body slumped to the ground, crashing with a dull thud with limbs folding awkwardly underneath the bulk of the torso. Here and there the flesh twitched, still agitated by the Retriever’s poison. A sigh of finality passed through the lips of the deceased, and with it every trace of life .

The spirit, however, did not lie with the flesh; truly free for the first time in her life, Bernadette looked upon the face of her murderer and her savior with a certain curiosity. She would be gone soon—the ghosts of the deceased rarely ever kept their consciousness within the vast expanses of the After—but if she had eyes to shed tears, she would have shed them in her gratitude.

Thank you, Mr., she whispered, and then she was gone.




Perhaps the mists rang with her last phrase—perhaps the stallion would be able to hear it if he listened hard enough. But the joys of the dead were nothing to the woes of the living. It was no matter.




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Knox Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 7.5 | dam: 6.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17hh :: 7 Years [Tallsun] HP: 67.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Jen
#7



The hunter does not feel confidence swell within his breast as his hooves make purchase and hit their target with deadly accuracy. He is not proud of himself, he is not pleased with his work. He watches as she falls, feels a pounding behind his eyes as the blinding magic rushes from her dying body and into the depths of his being. His blood rushes through him as hers rushes out of her. He watches her still clinging to life. He wants to tell himself he has done the right thing, and wants to listen to the ancestors that tell him the same thing in different voices.

His ears are perked forward, cupped perfectly so that they catch the dying words of the mare. She has thanked him, he realizes with a sudden dread. He balks at the thought of it at first. He has killed her to put her out of her misery and free her from insanity, but... if she retains the understanding that she needed saving, if she can understand the generosity of his powerful kick, what else does she understand? How, then, is she truly insane?

Is she?

Manhattan whines and pushes her head comfortingly into her master's knees, but it is no use. He falls like a lighthouse to the final wave that breaks its lasting vigilant watch over the sea. He crumbles with remorse he has never before felt. He cries out into the night, creates a low and mournful sound akin to the aching groans of the marsh's dead.

He lays a bridled head over her back. She seems small now, pitiful. He listens as the last breath leaves her body; he kicks out in pain as he imagines the aching within her dead soul. Is she freed? Has he done right by this poor creature, or has he acted in haste?

The voices assure him. Manhattan assures him. Everyone and thing in the marsh that night tells him has has done the best he can, but they are too eager for his mourning heart. He mourns the loss of his own morality; finds himself at last deplorable and considers for the first time how wretched his upbringing must have been for him to kill.

To kill at any age, certainly, but especially now. He knows he is so young; he felt it in the meadow with Delinne, surrounded by stallions of superior girth and advanced maturity. Certainly he is strong (are not all killers strong?) but so many surpass him. He is modest and understanding. He is humbled by the death of a mare whose name he never even learned.

Manhattan makes the mistake of parting her achingly starved jaws to grasp the flesh of the fallen. It is not her insensitivity that drives her to so blatantly disregard her master's emotions, it is her failure to hear his thoughts lost among the mess of the ancestors. No matter- her lips touch the thickening coat of the dead and her teeth scrape the flesh for an instant. It is a stupid instant, an instant lived in immediate regret. Knox lifts himself on two shaking front legs and pushes forward into the night mist that has settled gently over her body. He bares his teeth and emits a crazed neigh; he threatens the one he loves the most. His eyes are wide and blackened by shadow, his body is tense and charged to kill. He is a machine, he is a monster. But Manhattan understands her mistake. Manhattan yelps and flits away to rest in shadow. Manhattan understands.

Into the lamenting, deepening night, the murderer lays by her side as if awaiting her awakening- as if at any moment she may open her eyes and turn upwards to return the gentle caress of her lips to his neck. He rests his head gently over her ribs and waits for the sound of a heartbeat. He hates himself and what he has been made to be. He hates the enlightenment sent to him by these stallions of old, even as they at last come to agreement and lead him forward; even as the ceaseless conflict within his mind settles into silence.

Into the sinking, darkening night, he dreams of his own death.



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