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[PRIVATE] The Beautiful Letdown [Kou]

Crowley Posts: 166
Outcast atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 5.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 :: 12 HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Talbot :: Common Hellhound :: Acid & Name? :: Caracal :: None Dingo
#1
for the pain and the sorrow caused by my mistakes
won't repent to a mortal whom is all to blame

As of lately, Crowley had turned a blind eye to those foolish enough to tread upon Basin grounds when they most certainly did not belong. It wasn't that he had lost confidence in his abilities to fend for his home and chase any trespassers away, but it was growing mundane, a daily task that took precious time away from more important things in the Weaver's life.

Like Rhiannon.

The little filly was a near perfect image of his and the Corporal's mixed genes; she was black as night with a silver sheen, and ivory brindling than ran up and down her torso and neck. Her eyes were mismatched, one resembling the same yellow that were Crowley's eyes, and the other, silver like her mother. Learning to be a father was more difficult than he could have previously thought; Rhiannon was no push over, and was a rather difficult child in the stallion's mind. He supposed his daughter was a lot like her father; stubborn. Crowley was always on high alert any time the filly was doing something other than sleeping, and although Crowley would never admit it out loud, he was always worrying over her welfare.

Thankfully, the filly was curled up in the safety of the Weaver's favored cave, obviously exhausted from a day of play. Talbot, too, had joined her, for the pup had been quick to adopt Rhiannon as a best friend and playmate. He would surely come to protect her in the following years. For now, Crowley was left with time that was all his own, and idly, he breathed a breath of relief as he crept away from the mouth of the cave to grant his mind a break from babysitting. Crowley the babysitter... Who would have thought.

Looking out across the Basin, one might have forgotten that Frostfall would soon be upon them. While situated in the heart of the Steppe, the Basin would never reach the dangerously freezing temperatures that swept across the rest of the snowy tundra, threatening to steal one's life away. Crowley had not been a part of the Plague when they and the ex-Edge members settled in the Steppe, and he was thankful for that.

With gentle exhale, Crowley expelled the thoughts from his head. Casting one more worrisome glance back to the caves, Crowley assured that Rhiannon hadn't ventured off behind his back, before turning and moving towards his favored grazing area near the ice-less lake. Alone for once, he relished the rare silence granted to him, but it was more often than not that he would lift his head to look back towards the cave where his child lay.

[Permission from Sparrow to state where/what Rhiannon is doing. ;D]

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Kou Posts: 93
Aurora Basin Mare
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.0 :: 4
ali
#2
just put your feet up to the edge, put your face in the wind

It was peaceful being alone and not having two colts warring over her attention and who would be fed first, as if they couldn't feed in peace at the same time. Kou rolled her eyes and smiled as she thought of her two young sons, who were off somewhere with their father. She had come to trust d'Artagnan when it came to their children after he hadn't experimented on Aviya or Nao. Sometimes she worried that he might test out poisons on them to try and build immunity within their children, but she felt that he knew better. If he did anything to hurt her precious babes she would skin him alive and wear him as a fur coat.

Swift steps carried Kou's pale form through the Basin and she realized as she moved that it was nice to be lighter on her feet. No longer did she feel as if her legs bowed under her weight and she was only moments away from tipping over and being as helpless as a turtle on its back. Despite the hardships that came with pregnancy she enjoyed it every time, though if she were perfectly honest it was the events that led to pregnancy that she truly enjoyed.

Oh, if her momma could see her now and know what a little minx her daughter had turned in to.

Ahead of her a dark body stood out against the pale backdrop of the Basin. Ever the social being, Kou headed toward the figure, intent on meeting and greeting whoever it was that stood alone. Her tail was held in the fashion typical of all arabians, the pristine white and silver strands of her hair streaming behind her as her cloven hooves cut through the snow and carried her swiftly toward the other being. The nurse nickered a warm greeting to whoever it was and as she drew closer recognition flickered in her blue eyes.

"Hello." The pale mare greeted with her usual smile in place. Why did he look so familiar when she was certain that she hadn't spoken to him since being inducted into the Plague's numbers? Her body came to rest several feet away from the stud and she stood catching her breath, gentle puffs of smokey fog clouding her face.


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Crowley Posts: 166
Outcast atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 5.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 :: 12 HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Talbot :: Common Hellhound :: Acid & Name? :: Caracal :: None Dingo
#3
You're busy dying if you're living in the past
For some time the Weaver stood alone, and much to his eternal joy, it seemed little Rhiannon was sound asleep in the stony cave situated into the mountainside in the distance. Sometimes he wondered just where the young filly gained her boundless amounts of energy, especially with how much she disliked sleeping in general. Only when Talbot was older and had gained a better sense of the world would he allow the pair to go off on their own, then maybe the brindle could finally rest his own feet for a while.

But in the absence of his daughter, something else was bound to capture the Weaver's attention. Cutting through the crisp air, a voice rang out, friendly and clearly feminine. Strangely enough, it almost sounded familiar, but he'd hardly befriended any of the ladies of the Basin. The realization surprised him, for he'd always enjoyed their company, but now, he was simply too busy rearing a child and helping to nurse the Plague to its full potential.

Lifting his head and turning towards his sudden company, Crowley was about to speak his own greeting, but the beginnings of his 'hello' faded off almost as soon as it had left his lips. For a moment he could simply look the mare over, for he could have sworn that he'd lain eyes on her before. There was a time, several seasons ago that he had, and it had been during the Basin's first herd meeting as well as in passing.

Try as he may to come up with a name to the face, Crowley had nothing for several moments. But as he wrapped his mind tighter and tighter around the mare's appearance and the single word spoken from her, realization began to dawn on him. Uncharacteristically, the Weaver's golden gaze grew wider and finally, he took a single step closer, as if uncertain of what he was about to say.

"Kou...?" He spoke at last, voice low and careful as if everything hinged upon the answer, "Is that you?"
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Kou Posts: 93
Aurora Basin Mare
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.0 :: 4
ali
#4
just put your feet up to the edge, put your face in the wind

Kou...? Is that you?

The Nurse's 'brow' furrowed when the stallion spoke her name then asked if that it was her. Last she checked she was still Kou, d'Artagnan's lover, Plague Nurse, mother of Aviya, Nao, Sacre, and Roux. She wondered for a moment who exactly the stallion was that didn't know who she was, but then again she had been more absent lately than she had been present. Still, she was used to people knowing who she was if only because of her rank as Nurse.

"Yes." She finally answered. "I am Kou." Who the hell are you? She put on pretty smile and flicked her silken tail against her hind legs. "Who might you be? I don't believe we've met before." If they had she certainly couldn't remember who he was. There was something about him that was unnerving, though. It was almost as if she'd known him at one time, but in all her travels before Helovia she hadn't come across a stallion that looked quite like him.

She lapsed into an awkward silence as she stared at the stallion, trying to figure out if she knew him from before the Plague, but came up empty. If she had known him before he couldn't have made too much of an impression on her.

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Crowley Posts: 166
Outcast atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 5.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 :: 12 HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Talbot :: Common Hellhound :: Acid & Name? :: Caracal :: None Dingo
#5
You're busy dying if you're living in the past
Even as the mare regarded him with her own uncertainty, Crowley couldn't pull the awestruck expression from his face. It wasn't a look that normally wound it's way onto his features, but somehow, this pale, almost ghostly figure of a mare had managed to simply show up and send him into a stupor. Was he finally going crazy? Was the endless white of the snow getting to him?

With a mental shake of his head, he forced himself to focus and locked his golden eyes upon the mare's blue ones. That icy gaze was foreign to him, yet so familiar. Could it really be the same filly he'd sworn to watch over all those years ago, when he'd been but a bachelor in Etaine? Although it had only been roughly four years since his departure, or escape more or less, it had seemed like a lifetime ago that he had called Etaine home. Surely if this was her, they would not have fled to the very same land, in the very same mountain range...

However, much to his surprise, she claimed that her name was, indeed, Kou. Crowley knew without a doubt that this wasn't his mind playing tricks and making names up on the fly. More names flew into his mind in a rush; Rigo. Marionette. It nearly pained him as all these memories suddenly whirl-winded into his mind all at once, memories that he'd long since suppressed and figured better left forgotten.

Remembering himself, the Weaver drew in a deep breath and momentarily averted his gaze from the young mare. Could this really be Kou? If it was, would she even remember him? She had been young when they had first met, and separated shortly after that. There was much more in between, of course, but Crowley was doing his best to keep his mind on the here and now of things rather than the past. Surely he wouldn't need to elaborate too much if this was truly her.

"... My name is Crowley," he finally spoke up, shifting his piercing gaze back onto the alabaster mare, "I believe I was friends with your father. But if I am mistaking you for somebody else, please forgive me."
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Kou Posts: 93
Aurora Basin Mare
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.0 :: 4
ali
#6
just put your feet up to the edge, put your face in the wind

...My name is Crowley. I believe I was friends with your father....

Everything else was garbled after the mention of her father. Blue eyes widened so the whites were nearly showing as the nurse stared at the stallion. She couldn't remember ever seeing him before in her life and yet he seemed remotely familiar. "My father?" Her tone was not that of the well composed mare she typically was. "Then you know that my father is dead." For the first time in a long while bitterness laced her words. In her minds eye she could see her father's kind face. She could see the panic in his eyes when the witch hunters came down on him. Kou withdrew into herself as she remembered him forcing her and her mother to run. She could still smell the stench of his burning hair and flesh when she'd been foolish enough to go back to try and find him.

The guilt she felt for being the cause of his death hit her full force and threatened to take her breath away. She had forced herself to forget about her father in an effort to protect herself from grieving to death, but Crowley brought it all back. Anger flashed in the depths of her eyes as she now looked at the stallion who had brought back all of the emotion she had smothered for nearly four years. But who was she kidding? She was the one that had gotten her father killed, why should her anger be directed at anyone other than herself and the bastards that had killed him because of her?

"What do you want?" The nurse asked, trying and failing to remove the harshness from her voice. Why after all the time she'd been away from Etaine had someone come to Helovia only to remind her of her sins? Pale, delicate ears slicked back against her head and she glared as she waited for an answer. She took a step back when the thought occurred to her that he could be there to take her back to Etaine. If he was friends with her father it could be his way of getting revenge on her for being the cause of his death. To her irrational mind it all made sense.

"If you hurt me you won't live to regret it." She promised, knowing full well that d'Artagnan would kill Crowley with extreme prejudice.



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Crowley Posts: 166
Outcast atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 5.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 :: 12 HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Talbot :: Common Hellhound :: Acid & Name? :: Caracal :: None Dingo
#7
You're busy dying if you're living in the past
In almost an instant, the mare's demeanor changed completely, and for worse. Had Crowley not had the revelation that he might have known the alabaster mare from times past, he would have slipped back into his normal irritable self and grown snappish. But surprisingly, the brindle was able to keep himself calm, simply standing before her as she spoke. His eyes, usually bitter and cold, were uncharacteristically warm and understanding.

Rigo had been his name, and Crowley remembered the elder stallion clearly. Many a fond memories had been formed between the two during the brindle's younger years, even if that time hadn't been terribly long. In Etaine, unlike Helovia, life was difficult for those those who displayed proudly a horn upon their brow. The equine division of the land looked upon them with extreme scrutiny, for unicorns were believed to be more magical beings than any other. Any form of magic was forbidden throughout the land, and should it be found that one did wield such powers, then they were hunted down and killed.

But Rigo did not possess magic, nor did his golden lady Marionette. Their young, pale daughter on the other hand, was a different story. Crowley himself wasn't entirely sure of the details of how the filly's magic had been found out, nor how long from then it had taken for the equines to begin their hunt on the family. But what he did remember was the pale figure of Rigo in the night, his body alight with fire, cut down in the prime of his life by the ugly hornless within the herd.

Something changed in the Weaver's eyes for a moment, barely noticeable, but there. Memories best left forgotten and supressed threatened to resurface, but he would not allow it in the presence of the very daughter he'd once sworn to find, to protect; and failed. With a gentle exhale of breath, the look faded away with the imagery of Rigo's burning body, and Crowley fixated his gaze upon Kou's piercing, icy gaze. As a resident of Etaine himself, he could only imagine just why she was stepping back from him and threatening him. But he wasn't here for revenge.

"... I am aware of his passing," he spoke up, his voice surprisingly gentle, "And you have my most sincere sympathies. He was a great fellow, as was your mother. I enjoyed their friendship." Just as soon as the word had passed his lips, Crowley wondered if he'd messed up yet again. Would Kou grow even more defensive at the mention of her mother? Or would she see that he truly meant no harm now?

"I'm sorry, Kou, I... My intentions weren't to upset you. I just can't believe that it's actually you. Do you truly not remember me?
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Kou Posts: 93
Aurora Basin Mare
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.0 :: 4
ali
#8
just put your feet up to the edge, put your face in the wind


"... I am aware of his passing."

Crowley's words barely registered as Kou, against her will, relived the days before her her father was murdered and that dreadful night. It had been all her fault. All her fault. She'd discovered her magic by accident one day while she was off playing alone and had told her parents, who in turn told her never to use it. But what did they know? Neither of them had magic that they could be proud of. Neither of them had magic that they could practice. She did! How was she to know that when she was practicing one day one of them would be watching her? It had only been a matter of hours after that that they found her and attacked. It still angered her that others would stand aside and watch as the witch hunters attacked families and destroyed them.

No one lifted a hoof to help.

Thankfully she had missed the brutality of her father's beating that resulted in his death thanks in part to her mother. The golden mare had whisked her away only to be separated from her by more of the witch hunters, but Kou had escaped. It had been several hours before she began to venture back toward the herd, but she saw him then. Her father's pale body engulfed in flames while the witch hunters stood in a semi-circle around him chanting. She had run then and had never looked back.

"He was a great fellow, as was your mother. I enjoyed their friendship."

"Then why didn't you help?" Kou asked, her anger fading into sadness. She blinked her eyes furiously to fight the tears that had welled and threatened to spill down her pale face. She shook her head at his next question. She was too young to remember who her father called 'friend' and who he called 'enemy'. Most of her childhood had been overshadowed by her father's murder and her escape from Etaine. She had spent most of her life running and when she finally stopped what happened? Her past caught up with her. "What is it you want?"



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Crowley Posts: 166
Outcast atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 5.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 :: 12 HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Talbot :: Common Hellhound :: Acid & Name? :: Caracal :: None Dingo
#9
You're busy dying if you're living in the past

If Kou found that she could not forgive him for the things he did and didn't do, then so be it. It had been up to him, after all, to find and protect her after the Witch Hunters had struck her family, yet he had failed. Oh, he had looked, that was no lie... But never had he been successful in tracking her down. As the months went on after the attack on Rigo, Crowley had begun to think her dead, and it was only after an entire year had gone by did he end his search. If she was not dead, she could have gone anywhere, hundreds of miles away for all that he knew. It had broken his then-good heart, but he had abandoned all hope on ever finding her many years ago.

She spoke, and her words seemed to draw him out of his silent reverie before all too suddenly throwing him back into one. When Rigo had been struck down, Crowley had not been with him, only glimpsing the heinous scene as the flames began. The brindle knew all too painfully that he could not help his friend at that point, and had watched in cover with white-rimmed eyes as the Hunters chanted around the pale stallion. In those moments spent watching his friend burn, Crowley's hatred for any without a horn was born, and it was to Rigo he swore vengeance.

Meeting the blue eyes of the mare standing before him, he breathed a gentle sigh, ridding himself of the nerves that had slowly begun to build up beneath his skin. It was both a blessing and a curse to hear the anger fade from Kou's voice and fade to sadness, and he fervently wished to place her back into the light, airy mood she had been in minutes ago. Would she shun him for having done nothing, or would she understand that there was truly nothing he could have done?

"I couldn't," he answered at last, holding his golden gaze upon that of Kou's, "By the time I found him, it was far too late. After that, I ran, and it was you that I looked for, to try and repay the help that I could not give to your Father." Another sigh passed the Weaver's lips, and he listened quietly as nurse spoke again. There were a lot of things he wanted, wished for, longed to see... But above all else, there was only one things he truly wanted before the end of his days.

"... I want revenge. To watch equines fall to their knees like they've watched so many of us do."
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