Who was she loving? The golden coloured stallion who belonged to the Sun, who had fallen for her at a grave, and then after followed her to the place she was calling home. But what was she missing at this moment? It was a piece of home, a slice of a crazy Kanai chasing her down everyday because he had a weird type of love, the way her soul belonged forever to the night and how her pale blue eyes used to see everything in the nighttime. And how was she ever to forget, the neverending love of Myrsk, the blue jay she'd had since she was just a little filly. Myrsk had always been there and been the brother she needed. He was her true best friend, and she let him die like he meant nothing to her. Like her blind little sister who as a child, Adrixaura facing free time with her mother, father, Keitre, Kandra, and Myrsk, had taken on the job of being the eyes of the little girl like any sibling would do. It made her wonder if Kandra, the shapeshifting companion her father Onsoun had taken on was still alive. Onsoun always beat Kandra because of his anger issues, but made it through. Though a thought always bothered her. Had Keitre, her mother's Artric Fox companion, had died of old age? There was no way of knowing, but companions are born and pass on like the rest, and Keitre was old. A sigh parts her lips at the thought of Keitre, who was forced with the job of watching her and Myrsk when she was a kid. If Myrsk was still around, would he be watching Sikeax like Keitre had done for her mother?
The spotted mare tended to have thoughts of her daughter, the little foal she loved so much. Sikeax had come around to fill in the gap Onsoun and Myrsk had left. Sol, well, he just happened to fill in the hole in her heart on his own by returning. And as if miracles kept happening to the mare, when she fell asleep, heartaching for her baby and her lover, when she woke, night was still there. Northern lights glew brighter than ever in the sky facing the Steppe, and naturally, she wanted to run about in the snow with the Night there to welcome her. Like she was prone to do, she did exactly that.
But you can't always be alone. Buddy up, wouldn't you agree?
Sol was the thing she needed to complete her life at the moment, and as the northern shore was just ahead of her, lying down in the freezing sand with the golden stallion didn't seem like too much of a bad idea. She never guessed if the stallion would hear her if she was to call his name, but she would go about it either way. He had his special way of finding her, either he hear her call or just happen to fall upon her; their love was made of magic, they were star set for each other. Yes, he'd find the mare as the pair could pull each other out of the darkness, and give each other the light that was needed.
"Sol! Sol?"
Her voice was calm and suttle, nothing like what she used when she was screaming her daughter. Sikeax was a strange little foal, and it wasn't as if her mother hadn't noticed it. She noticed her daughter's weirdness directly at birth. Sikeax was just out to roam a lot, and it took a lot of voice to make the child come about. If anything, the hybrid filly would end up like Adri herself.
The beach wasn't very far from her standing point, and there wasn't a wind, a snowflake, an usual cold nip in sight. It was comfortable for her to sustain, and she guessed that this was her body getting used to her home this far north. No more living near a beach, no more living in a forest with Saffiatta where she could romp about in Onsoun's mists. Just cold air, a loving family, and knowing this is a new permanent home.
Her black hooves got her to the place, where she was able to lay down on the grayish sand and hear the ice come in with almost frozen waves. Maybe, if she was able to get that lucky, the winds that didn't seem to exist to her wouldn't drown out her call and would reach Sol. And then after, she was able to get those loving moments she desired.


OOC: She misses everyone. :C
For Sol