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our hearts beat in time with the earth.

I had run. Bear was forgotten behind in the Foothills in all of my haste, and the warnings of mother - I mean, the Constrictor, were also forgotten at the sound of the words being purred in the herd meeting. What kind of a world had my mother raised me in?

War, fighting, soldiers, a body being dragged in hardly conscious. My bicolored eyes had widened in shock, my gentle heart in my chest thudding like the sound of the earth in my chest. Horrified, I was absolutely horrified. How many of the faces which had greeted me so kindly held sport in the pain of others? I begin to recall a foggy and tattered memory from my childhood. The dark stallion, my mother... she was, choking him? Was she not? I had thought he was attacking her, yet perhaps the opposite was true. How else would my mother have earned her title? My life began to expand and burst around the seams. All I could do was flee.

As the words began to sink into my mind, I realized something about the ones I called my family, the Grey. They are not the innocent and do-good clan I had once believed. Even the face of my beloved mother, my beloved aunt, and maybe in the future my Nuna would become violent creatures working for payment. Mercenaries. What kind of soul do you hold in your chest while being a mercenary? What is the price of a life? How much did they charge to take up arms? Would that ever be worth it?

I am growing up, and I would no longer be a clueless child. No, I am far from a child now.

My bronze hooves carve into the ground below, tearing away from the land I had called home and blindly rushing forward. That was when I remembered my mother. She is leaner, faster, and having taken off directly from her side, she would soon be after me. Ah, but that is why I have wings, is it not? I unfurl them, the nearly full grown, feathered appendages, and take off into the sky. Up and up I rise, until I can easily reach the clouds, and soar faster than even mother can run. She could send Midas after me, but it would take time.

I needed time. I needed to think about life in this new lense, tainted with the color of strangers' blood. I needed a break. That is why I returned the the Fields, where I had met him. The large bay who was much like me in appearance. He had promised we could be friends. It was only after that promise I found out he was the Lord of the Earth. I did not know now, for I was still ignoring my mother's proclamation that he was my sire, that we were closer than friends but relatives. If I could find him, maybe he would be able to explain the world to me. Maybe he would tell me what I should do. Surely, if anyone would know, it would be my friend.

My hooves touch down on dead flowers, silenced by the chill of Frostfall.

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Yseulte cannot get away from death.

It's as if she carries it within her wherever she goes, a deadly disease laying coiled and still in her veins until it strikes, swiftly and silent as the jaws of a green-throated viper. They always die, the ones she allows herself to love. Her mother was stolen from her first—the mother she never knew, the mother her father had loved more than anything in the world. She'd always wanted one, though, a nice mother to stroke her hair and spin sweet tales with happy endings of fair princes and princesses, and then sing her to sleep at night. Zjarri's never had happy endings, you see. When Yseulte grew older and fairer with every passing day, her father would often look at her strangely, as if seeing her properly for the first time. But when she looked into his eyes, expecting to find warmth and love, only contempt was to be found.

He hated me, she realized sadly, almost as much as he loved me.

Finn was taken from her next; the sweet boy with the laughing brown eyes the color of summer walnuts and hair always tousled with some bizarre accessory of nature: autumn leaves, melting snow, morning dew. Her only childhood friend. When Zjarri took her away from her family of wild warrior women and stole across the scorched sands of the desert to a place full of green and growth and life, in the hottest hour of the day, she and Finn would lie on the moist banks, watching the minnows dart and nibble at their dangling hooves. But death was never far behind; always lingering with pale skin and bright blue eyes and hair that curled with fire, and Finn's death opened her eyes to the world, to her father's cruelty.

Even now, after all these years, she could still feel her father's sweet breath flowering on her skin—so cold it burned. Her father took Finn from her, and so she took life from her father, so that he might know what it was like.

He was not always bad.
But the good did not outweigh the bad.
He hurt people. He hurt many people.

She could not forgive him for that, or herself, for the terrible thing she was about to do.

At the time, she did not know if a demigod could die. She did not know if he was, in fact, a demigod. The son of the Fire Lord and his Firebird, the whispers said. Once, she dared ask him. His terrible silence and clenched jaw was more terrifying than his usual outbursts of anger, and she never asked again. They say the children of the gods bleed golden blood. Did you, Father? Did you bleed gold as you burned? She didn't know a lot of things, back then, but those gods were dead and gone, in a world half the galaxy away where magic thrived in every living being (except yourself, you idiot girl), and whatever blood ran through her father's veins may as well have been gasoline, for all the good it did him.

I loved him, and he burned.
He burned because I loved him.


That is what she tells herself, even to this day. And now, Torasin, the one friend she allowed herself since the days of Finn, was gone. Murdered, ironically enough. How could she despise and curse and loath the murderer, when she was one herself? Perhaps she ought to find him, this mysterious murderer. Instead of murdering him for murdering Torasin, as her father had once murdered her friend, and as Yseulte in turn had murdered her own father, perhaps, just perhaps, she would spare him for murdering her friend. Would that break this terrible cycle she had brought upon herself? Perhaps they could even go murdering together, she and this mysterious friend-murderer. Or maybe they could even be friends, and they wouldn't have to murder anybody.

A strangled laugh escaped her, a pitiful, wounded sound that choked in her throat.

I think I'm going crazy. If I know I'm crazy, does that make me sane? Oh, why did you have to leave so soon, my summer-eyed friend?

She had slipped across the Edge borders early that morning, despite the recent orders from the DragonHeart herself that World Edge citizens were not allowed to leave the borders without an escort. So naturally, Yseulte had gone anyway, without an escort. Nasty murdering murderers on the loose, so Aaron and Lace and all of the other crafters were all being busy little bees, building a massive wall, to keep all of the murderers out. "But who will keep me out?" she asked Itzal, sighing, swallowing her grief, and staring deep into the abyss atop the Heavenly Fields.

Itzal, wise little tiger that he was, was clearly avoiding her in this tragic, windswept state. He crouched in the snow sullenly, staring at her contemptuously with large, unblinking venomous eyes colored an electric shade of violet—the color of the violets her father once thawed with his breath for her in the dead of winter. If he were here, he could thaw all of these dead flowers. They lay scattered around her, frozen in gruesome, twisted forms.

"Did you know," she mused aloud to her small companion, her voice lazy and dark, "that I found you here, little tiger? I'm crippled, now. I thought you would be worth it, though, you'd be the answer to all of my problems—my loneliness, my anger, my guilt. I thought you were the cure, Itzal." She turned back to the edge, watching the snow fall in violent flurries. "I was wrong." Her hind leg ached just thinking of that cold wintry day nearly a year past, and she could still taste the foul stench of fear on her tongue and feel the teeth rendering the flesh from her leg.

"You'd like to push me off this cliff, wouldn't you? Yes, of course, you would like that," she said softly, feeling his cold eyes still fixed on her back. Almost as much as I'd like to boot you off it myself. At once, she was ashamed. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. Itzal was supposed to love her, not despise her. But it didn't matter. She didn't need him. She didn't need Torasin, Lace, her King of Thieves, or World's Edge.

I don't need anybody.

At first, she couldn't discern the sound of feathers from the gentle hush of falling snow. It was Itzal's haughty snarl that caused her to automatically look to the sky. The sight made her breath catch in her throat like a sparrow with frozen wings. Surely it could not be? Why would a god visit her, of all of Helovia's citizens? She was a nobody. A destroyer playing at being a crafter, perhaps, an outcast pretending to share a home with family, a murderer masquerading as a damsel in distress, but aside from that? Her life was not particularly a picture of greatness. All she had for company was a silly little tiger and her useless beauty.

But Father Earth had been kind despite knowing the blackness of her heart and the dark deeds that tainted it such a color—he had listened patiently, and a small smile had bloomed on his lips like a rose. He even granted her selfish mortal desires. And for naught, it seemed. But she would thank him anyway for courtesy's sake, she decided absentmindedly as the powerful figure landed amid the skeletons of dead flowers, even though the God would surely know the bitterness in her heart.

But it wasn't the Earth Lord come to visit a mere murdering mortal and her pathetic kitten of a tiger.

It was a boy.

Half-way between boy and man, he possessed all the strength and power of someone much older than himself, and yet, something about the winged boy still lingered in the wild-eyed innocence of childhood. Vulnerability, she decided. She remembered those days quite vividly—torn between following your own heart and following the wishes of those you love best.

"I thought I knew you," she said bluntly, unable to decide if she was relieved or disappointed. "I'm having a pity party, you see. Would a strapping young lad such as yourself care to humor a crazy old lady and her kitten?" She smiled to herself as Itzal growled from beneath a ledge he sheltered under; his eyes two luminous bulbs of malevolent lavender. She then peered closely at the winged boy's expression, unable to discern the emotions lingering in the gentle hollows of his young face, but ultimately decided he must be having a tragic day as well. "Gods, you look like him," she murmured, more to herself than to the boy. She'd heard tales of the gods laying with mortals—after all, it's a story she once believed about her own father. She laughed bitterly to herself.

Gods, demigods, and murderers.
A circle that never ended, it seemed.
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our hearts beat in time with the earth.

Despite the chill in the air, the dead flowers at my hooves begin to perk up. From their sullen graves, on lifts its noble crown toward the sun above, followed by another. The tawny yellowed stem begins to paint itself in green blush, and petals unfurl and regrow to reveal the vibrant colors of Birdsong. I had not known it then, but I was the son of the Earth. I had begun to notice the way plants turned their faces joyously toward me, as though I were some delightful presence to them. I knew Helovia hosted magic to many, but I was just beginning to realize that I had been a host all along, just to young and oblivious to notice before.

Now, I was older, more mature. I could see very plainly the way the fields looked toward me, as if I were the warm summer sun pulling them from their sleep. My bicolored eyes were so locked toward their saturated faces that I nearly missed the appearance of a mare just as lovely as any flower.

A pale lavender fills my senses as I look up, forelock wisped across my face for a moment as the wind picks up. Her eyes are locked upon me, yet I cannot seem to glean the facial expression she wears. It is unexpected, but I do not feel wary of her as I normally did mares. Maybe, I was finally growing up in this sense as well. Her eyes look upon me with a curious expression when words fall from her mouth like boulders, straight toward the point. I knit my brow. I certainly would remember meeting a beauty of purple, but I cannot recall even seeing her. "I do not think we have met," I say, my voice quiet yet polite. Eyes, though tired, look toward her with respect due by the difference in our ages.

The lady's next words are puzzling, and I am afraid I cannot stop my brow from dipping down further, looking at her curiously. Youth poured across the curves of her body and face, yet she referred to herself as old. She? Old? I could not quite determine what she meant, but looking behind her toward her kitten, I am beginning to think maybe she was just trying to be humorous. I avert my two-toned eyes toward the ground, staring intently at her hooves for a moment before I speak again.

"If I may be so bold, you are not old, nor is that cat a kitten." I glance up, making sure my words have not angered her.

Then, the rest of her words sink in. She had called me a strapping young lad, yet look at me. I am nervous now, though not as badly as I may have been once. Still, I must look like a small puppy to her in my submissive stance, head down and posture neutral. I knew if mother were here with me, my nerves would disappear. Somehow, though, I do not wish for her calming presence. I came here for space, but there is no place in Helovia free from strangers. I should know that. I am sure I did. Maybe I had wanted to meet someone new.

Gods, you look like him. Her mutter is caught by my keen ears, still young to this world and not hard over like many adults. I look up toward her face immediately. Her eyes fixed upon me, yet they seemed distant, as though she had not been speaking to me directly. The only other creature I had met in this world who looked like me - the God of the Earth. "Ma'am, are you looking for him too? The Earth God, that is?" I say, hopeful that she might know where he is while blithely ignoring the fact that if she was looking, she obviously has no idea. "We are friends, he and I. He said we could be."

I need him now more than ever.

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The boy is hardly more than a child, surely.

And yet, for once, Yseulte finds she doesn't mind so much. She remembers Torasin's little brats, and how they had latched to her like two little shadows. One had been ever so polite—Nym, was it? No, perhaps Abel. Yseulte was hopeless when it came to the little urchins—children all looked the same to her. Their little faces had a tendency to blend together; they all had those large doe eyes, knobby knees, and snotty noses. But she had tolerated them, nonetheless, because they were not just any children, they were Torasin's boys. They had his eyes, too, perhaps not the exact shade of sea foam green, but just as bright and enchanting, glimmering with warmth and sunlight. She wondered what had become of the twins, and regretted not telling Torasin what fine sons he had and how much she enjoyed their company, even if it tasted a lie in her mouth.

Boy or no, she sees the way the world is forcing him to grow up before his time. He has beautiful eyes, but they are ageless, weary eyes that do not reflect the polished youth of his smooth face. She recalls the days of her own childhood, when half of her heart still lingered in the sunlight of sweet, blissful childhood, desperately soaking up the rays of innocence before the darkness of truth and reality could taint her unblemished soul. Was he, too, struggling within himself, as she once had? Searching for truth and answers, but secretly hoping to come up from the search empty-handed? Life would certainly be easier that way, if one could simply ignore the harsh cruelties of life and pretend everything was always as it was in the days of childhood—simple and carefree.

Unfortunately, that was not how the world functioned, as he would soon discover for himself, if he hadn't already.

In a timid voice, the pegasus colt mentioned Itzal in a gentle, probing manner that was ever so polite. She glanced at the sullen creature, brooding and bitter beneath his icy ledge, staring at the pair of them with luminous eyes a poisonous shade of violet. The fury of his angry young heart was breathtaking, and incredibly saddening. And, oh, how he resented her! "No, no, I suppose you are right. Itzal is not a kitten, no more than I. And neither am I old." Though surely I have lived a thousand lives to feel such loss. She smiled wanly. "Such a wise little lord."

Itzal then prowled from beneath his icy ledge towards the circle of growth encompassing the young lord, eying the pegasus with bold, unwavering eyes. Decayed wildflowers, gone stiff and cold and colorless in the dead of winter, now bloomed and flourished in the stranger's presence. The way the pale blushing flowers reached for him, yearning and desperate, you'd think he was the sun itself and their very existence depended on him.

And perhaps it did.

Ma'am. A thin smile traced her pale velvet lips. Such manners. Who was his mother? A remarkable woman, surely, to have ensnared the God of the Earth himself, and even more remarkable to raise the demigod child to be humble, polite, and endearing. With luck and time, he will do great things, this boy. She considered his question thoughtfully, taking her time as she enjoyed the feeling of the swollen earth thawing beneath her hooves, moist and sponge-like. A flawless violet unfurled in front of her, perfect and unblemished for all the world to see, though surely it's roots were twisted and ugly. If ever Yseulte conceived a daughter, she would name her Violet, and hope and pray that her daughter's roots would not be half so black as her own.

"No, precious boy, I am not looking for Father Earth, though I would gladly look upon his fair face again. ." The flavor of her words tasted melancholy on her tongue. "I was hoping to find someone else here, a man with silver eyes. He was a thief, you know." The thief of my heart. Where have you gone, King of Thieves? Did you abandon me, too? Perhaps it was for the best that he had left her, before she could leave him, as she surely would have before their time was done together. Yseulte was a desert flower at heart; beautiful to look at, perilous to touch, and impossible to tame. Yes, it was only for the best. She glanced at the boy in his circle of adoring earth. Itzal lay in the grass, dozing; a flower petal hovered on his soft pink nose.

"A friend, indeed...I wonder." She did not say aloud what she wondered. Her gaze softened as she looked upon his young face and desperate eyes, desperate to hear something, anything. "He was a fine thing, your friend. But I've discovered one can often do without friends. They're awfully disappointing sometimes, wouldn't you agree?"

yseulte & itzal
will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful? ♥

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our hearts beat in time with the earth.

Tired, she was tired. I knew the expression well, but the creases of her mouth as she smiles weakly is what finally gives me the recognition of it. I wonder if travel has worn her down, though she looks to be well kept. I doubt she is a wandering vagabond, but I cannot say for sure. I am more concerned that there are some worries she is carrying around on her brow, much like I am. Has someone she knows disappointed her, too? Is she lost in this world like me? I begin to imagine that maybe this lady has a lot in common with me, but I still cannot say. I have never been particularly keen at reading others.

I wonder, absently, if she has figured out who my mother is as she calls me lord. Mother is, after all, presiding over the lands of the Foothills with Ophelia. Maybe she knows the one called Ktulu, or maybe she has met with the Constrictor. They seem two separate entities in my brain now, though I know they are one in the same. Still, I have a hard time viewing my soft-faced and gentle mother as a ruthless leader of mercenaries. I only have one face, but could she possibly have two? I decide against asking her if she has met mother, for I want to keep her out of our conversation if possible. I would stay away from her in my thoughts if she were not most of my life anyway.

I thought I knew her best, but perhaps she has kept me carefully in the dark with her vibrant love. I wonder for a moment if Midas knows.
The soft spoken lavender redraws my attention from my musings, and I shake my crown lightly before looking back toward her.

I sigh, since she is not looking for my friend. I guess my search will have to remain solo, for the time being. I look down toward my feet as she mentions a man with silver eyes. I think immediately of Midas, though I know his are a solid gold. Still, the shining metallic makes me think of my stepfather, for I have little else to offer. My ears cock back as she mentions that this man is a thief. My face turns up immediately with worried eyes. "Did he take something from you, ma'am?" I ask, earnestly and warm. "I will help you find him if I can, so you can get it back." I smile, though the emotion looks flat on my face with the conflict bundled up in my chest. I wanted to be helpful to this lady, who seemed so fatigued with life.

A stretch of fur captures my eyes attention as I notice the tiger has sprawled himself in the grass surrounding me, so close. I dip my nose curiously toward him, but I am cautious to keep space between my delicate flesh and his paws. I learned from tumbling around with Bear how sharp claws can be. Her words barely catch my attention until my brain has processed and pushed through what she said, crown shooting up comically as I look at her for a moment.

"Friends will be there for you if you have been a good friend," I say, thinking back upon how I had neglected Bear and his reaction. However, Cera would always be there to support me as I am for him. The ones who disappointed him were family, truly, not his friends. His brow furrows as he thinks about it more. He was only disappointed because he failed to know their true natures. Mother would never try to sleight him, so it was his own failing to see her as she is. "You can't expect them to give more than you are willing to return. That is what I think."

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Hope was a foolish thing.

Yseulte had hoped many things in her life, even going so far as to wish on the faraway stars her aunt told her about. Surely someone would catch her star when it fell, cup it like a butterfly in gentle-caged fingers to their heart (because a wish can only be made from the heart and so it, too, must be heard from the heart), blow softly, and then her sweet wish would take flight on wings of stardust. It was her favorite story, but now that her heart was world-weary and cynical, she almost preferred her father's gruesome tragedies where there were no happy endings and foolish little girls did not wish on stars for their father to come home to them a changed man. It had been a cruel thing to learn so young, that you could not change somebody simply because you wished it with all your heart.

Only the gods could change a man, because it was they who had fashioned man's flesh from naught but dust and then returned a man to dust.

So she had learned this lesson as a child, and yet, here she stood as a grown woman at the top of the tallest mountain in Helovia, wishing, hoping to see a glimmer of silver eyes, the flash of a crooked grin, and yearning to feel the sigh of his warm breath on her cold, cold skin. She had hoped for all of these things, without admitting it to herself, so how could she possibly admit it to the earth-singer boy, standing their amid his violets and sweet spring grass in the dead of a frozen, treacherous winter? "You are most generous. However, I'm better off without it," she said quietly. "It was not so valuable to me as it was to him, I think." Yes, she must harden her heart, or what remained of it, into a ball of iron. Unfeeling, cold, and invulnerable.

Cherish my heart while you can, my King of Thieves, for you will never have it again, nor another like it in all the world.

She felt Itzal's venomous violet gaze fixed on her, pricking her skin like needles, suddenly and unwavering. A rush of emotion flooded her conscience, smooth and fluid as a river. Approval. She smiled sadly. So cool and cold, unfeeling and callous; you would have me be my father. And then the tiger's gaze was gone; her skin was unmarred, smooth as marble, and the pressure building in her mind relented. The great sea of emotion receded back to the tide's of Itzal's own consciousness until only echoes of a roaring sea remained behind, as if it had never been there at all.

"Careful," she warned, as the boy leaned curiously towards Itzal, who pretended to slumber, the thick cluster of eyelashes fluttering against his pale cheek like the whisper of butterfly wings. One whisker twitched, then two. Yseulte knew better. Life was a game to him, and the boy was a new toy for him to play with. "Itzal has atrocious manners."

She considered the winged-boy thoughtfully as he spoke to her. His voice was as gentle as the sigh of wind through dry grass and deep as a cold, dark pool; unusually deep for such a young boy, like the very hum of the earth thrummed through his veins. His wisdom, too, ran deep, so deep that she could not tell where the well of knowledge began and ended. A bottomless well, perhaps, to be filled evermore throughout his journey in life.

She hoped they would meet again some day.

"Friends will not always be there, no matter the quality of friend you may or may not be in return. In the end, life has a cruel way of repaying friendship." Death changed everything. She thought of Torasin then, and the grief in her heart was suddenly raw and chaffed once more. Iron. I am the iron maiden. I am my father's daughter. I feel nothing. She looked at the boy keenly, feeling her pale velvet lips curl into the shadow of a cruel sneer. "After all, where is your friend now, boy?"

He would thank her one day, she told herself fervently, for teaching him to rely on no one but himself.

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our hearts beat in time with the earth.

I still think she looks tired. Even as she considers my offer, I seem to see lines grow under her bright, blue eyes, which grey more with each passing breath. The illusory aged mare she had spoken of stands before me for a brief moment, until I blink my eyes at the sound of her lovely voice. Once again, only a young, vibrant beauty of lavender remains. I shake my crown, as if to dislodge the cobwebs which had tried to usurp such a sight. Short, spuky hairs growing into awkwardly long tendrils splatter against my neck and face.

"If you say so, lady," my voice noncommittal, still glancing at her a bit nervously. I have never been good with girls, but something about this brilliant lady reminds me of mother. Maybe it is the appearance of hardness she is attempting to erect. Like my mother's double face, hiding the softness the Constrictor would show me while we rest alone.

Careful. My head shoots up, as if I had been up to no good, when in reality the cat is who she chides sideways through her words. I turn bicolored eyes back in his direction, picking up on a flutter of eyelashes before looking back at her. "Where did you find him?" I ask, curious. Mother had never told me where she had gotten Bear, but Ophelia was more than grateful to my mother for capturing the silver egg of the dragon who had hatched into the chattering Tinek. I had been there with them when the exchange occurred, a moment of sisterly love that made me earn for companionship of siblings. It was funny; now that I had family, I spent more time away from my siblings. We only miss what we do not have, it seems.

Her words would be poison to my ears, if I thought them true. Instead, I look up at her with a sorrowful expression, my lips slightly pouted and my brows drawn tight. I could not understand where her negativity came from. First she was old, now she claimed friendship was a waste of time. What was it that this lady has met in her lifetime?

Of course, I cannot stay saddened for long, for the jab of words she thought to overpower my argument brings but a smile to my face. I look at her with all of my youth and life, still kind and warm. A patch of summer amidst her wintry gaze. "Well, he is a God," I say, my voice very matter-of-fact and calm. "It would be foolish to assume he would come to the beck and call of a yearling." No matter how torn I had been about my family, my heart felt lighter in the presence of one who appeared to hold more shadows around hers. That was an evil thought, that the pain of others could lift spirits; it was not malevolent in my mind, nor did I pity the pale colored beauty. Instead, I was just reminded that while my family may be different than they appear, I still knew of love and friends and warmth.

If I knew of these things, just how terrible could the Grey be? How cold could my mother really be?
"If I was truly in need, he would come."

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