She was a fucking idiot. A worthless piece of shit. A failure. No matter what she did, trying to do what she felt,what she thought was right it was always wrong. She had failed as a mother,a friend,a Thief,a warrior. She wasn't worthy to take care of another life. After harming everyone but the orb she was done. She had come to the conclusion she didn't deserve to live. She should have been killed as a child all those years ago then no one would have ever been disgraced by her unfortunate, pathetic life.
Letting her knees give out, she collapsed in the heavy tar without a fight. This was probably stupid too, but since she wanted to die why not? Even when her sight started to return she only saw the misery she had forced upon everyone else. Here death take me instead. What else could she do? Finish obliterating everything and everyone here? After this she wouldn't want to live with herself and perhaps giving Death what it wanted. A life. Maybe the others could help the child. She could distract its terrible hunger. No one could help her. No one would miss the worthless red maned.
[Faelene's going to let it kill her. Word count:263]