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06-09-2015, 07:30 PM
My heart is beating slow and deep. I can feel it in my chest, because seeing him again is making me realize things I thought I didn't have anymore.
I had someone else. Leliel wasn't there. He didn't awake as she was killed. He didn't help her. And for that, he would forever be shoved out of my life with a forceful push.
Mum was dead because no one did anything to stop the silhouette from taking her life away. I didn't stop her. Leliel didn't stop her. And we all regret it now, letting our heartstrings bleed the blues. Our souls fall one by one.
Mum saw nothing dark in the world. Perhaps that was her downfall.
Gull wasn't there when it happened. He got the warning.
I was. I was there. I got the beating. I got the beating for the rest of my life. I swallow as he picks up his voice, yelling. I could almost see the fire in his eyes. A longing for answers. "I don't know who he is, I just saw him..." If it weren't for the horrifying memories that were plastered all over my brain like advertisements, I would probably be stuttering horribly right now. I would probably be crying and screaming like I was back when I saw it. But a calm has told me I needed to stop.
On second thought, maybe I didn't.
"She's gone, Gull!" I yell, a mix of anger and upset colliding on my face for the first time after I'd stopped. "The fucking bastard killed her." I spit, my eyes lit with a new sky blue flame.
I look up atDa Gull ruefully.
"I was there, I saw it." I hold his gaze firmly.
"..."
@[Gull]
I had someone else. Leliel wasn't there. He didn't awake as she was killed. He didn't help her. And for that, he would forever be shoved out of my life with a forceful push.
Mum was dead because no one did anything to stop the silhouette from taking her life away. I didn't stop her. Leliel didn't stop her. And we all regret it now, letting our heartstrings bleed the blues. Our souls fall one by one.
Mum saw nothing dark in the world. Perhaps that was her downfall.
Gull wasn't there when it happened. He got the warning.
I was. I was there. I got the beating. I got the beating for the rest of my life. I swallow as he picks up his voice, yelling. I could almost see the fire in his eyes. A longing for answers. "I don't know who he is, I just saw him..." If it weren't for the horrifying memories that were plastered all over my brain like advertisements, I would probably be stuttering horribly right now. I would probably be crying and screaming like I was back when I saw it. But a calm has told me I needed to stop.
On second thought, maybe I didn't.
"She's gone, Gull!" I yell, a mix of anger and upset colliding on my face for the first time after I'd stopped. "The fucking bastard killed her." I spit, my eyes lit with a new sky blue flame.
I look up at
"I was there, I saw it." I hold his gaze firmly.
"..."
@[Gull]
Brigand
Wishes are all we are
