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09-22-2016, 11:15 PM
AMANI
I stiffen as he turns. A part of me debates covering my sides with my wings... But it will not help. I know this. Even my wings can not cover the obvious swell of life inside me. I am okay, until he speaks. "Amani. How are you?" The tone... Oh how my heart breaks at the tone in his voice when he finally does speak. Gone is the tone I was used to. Replacing it, I do not like this... It's clear something is off. My jaw tightens, and I step backward as if to flee. not for worry of myself or the babe... But simply because I can feel the tension. "I am.. okay. I lied. I flat out lied to the one who for so long my heart had belonged to. Hell if I am honest there is a piece of it that will always belong to Cera. He was there when so many were not. How have I repaid him? By coming and going and disappearing and reappearing....
As his eyes move to my flanks and the new life they contained I flinch. "Congratulations. Hector, right?" I nodded. I can not seem to find my voice for a few moments... And then the hormones kick in. My range of emotions spin and switch in ways I never knew they could. "Yes." I say simply. My voice cracks slightly which is why I do not say more than one word at first. But then.... The emotions erupt in a way I never knew was possible and I just can not hold them in. "It should not of happened. I do not love him.... But I returned to find.... My voice cracks again and I could not say the words. "My emotions, were insane.... It was like losing my parents all over again.... And then I stumbled upon Hector...." I look away, tears beginning to well up in the corners of my golden eyes. My tone turns bitter when I speak again. "I should of sought you out. Maybe if I had, things would be different. Maybe I would be carrying your child instead." I paused for only a moment as I begin to completely lose it.
Emotions were pouring out of my mouth faster than my brain could process just what I was saying. "I should be carrying your child.... Because.... Because I've loved you as more than a friend for the longest time even if you never noticed me in return. I should of spoken so long ago... But I was afraid i'd lose the one who meant the most to me.... And now I think I've hurt you instead.... My voice breaks, almost choking over the last word spoken.... I had said it. There was no turning back now. My hooves begin to carry my shaking and crying frame backward. My wings fall at my sides as I just can not bring myself to become airborne... Inside I feel like that little child again... The same one he had sheltered under his wing when he brought me here.... And I have let him down and so much more.
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