Beloved was born to Ruse, an equally mentally fractured mare of old, pure desert lineage, in the mid-fall. Shortly after Beloved's birth, Ruse jumped to her death, leaving the filly, just under four months old, to fend for herself.

As is often the case in such situations, life was difficult, made more so by those who found the child, alone, some weeks later. A band of male rogues, outcasts by both nature and the decree of the civilizations around them, kept her with them for many years, putting her through countless horrors. Imbuing her with eternal life (through a means she does not recall) to further satiate their wicked desires, allowing them to maim and mutilate her at will, without fear of recompense, she escaped late one night, and never looked back. While she does not recall this time period, or much of her flight afterward, it was in this time of darkness that young Beloved first discovered the Darkness, and her lust for destruction.

A servant to the Shadow long before she wandered into the realms of Isilme, and began serving Oblivion, it came as no shock to the woman to watch the civilization fall to ruin, and its Gods and people forever lost to shadow; she maintains a belief, after all, that all things inevitably meet the end, and the Darkness. Though that realm certainly tried to drag her into the abyss with it, Beloved rose from the ashes of the fallen kingdom as she always had, and made her way to Helovia, several years later.

Coming to revere Deimos the Reaper, a master of Death itself, within a short time frame of her arrival, the woman was quick to return to the mountain, even after she was lured away by her madness for an extended period. Shortly after her return, however, the Lord passed on, leaving the wicked one in a realm which no longer holds her loyalty, but has her service.

Hearing of and seeing the God Kaos upon his rebirth to Helovia (on both occasions), the woman is quickly entrenched in a dark fascination with the powerful deity. Eager to serve him, and his surely maniacal whims, the demoness has pledged to aid the Murdered God in whatever endeavors he seeks to achieve.

In Orangemoon of Year Eight, Beloved gave birth to and failed to slay Sarai, as she had her numerous other children, because Aaron came to his newborn daughter's defense; the motherless child survived, thriving under the care of the World's Edge, becoming the first progeny of the White Witch to live long enough to walk the realms of Loorien.